i didnt seem to understand,we are born,live,and was the point of it all in the end?when it all comes down?when you lose everything that was ever important to you?and is it possible to find that smile on your face again?
bellaspov
After my mom and dad died,i lived with a famiy in arizona for a year.i turned 18 and thats when i moved back to here i old house and im by myself.i have no job,and i cant pay bills,rent or anything!all i eat is bread,butter and water from the tap.i have about 4 dollars in my everyone else have a great life is not exactly my way of living,if living is what im doing,my life has fallen down a hole,and im just waiting for that hole to be covered up and i can die because there is no one to pick me up,no one to safe me and defiently no one to love me...
so im going to do something that will end all this misery,and it includes a knife,a cliff and me drifting off into heaven or hell.i didnt mind,anything ot ake me away from all this here i am,on top of a cliff,a knife in my hand and ready to i go,i stick the knife into my stomach and i get ready to just jump and two strong hands grab me,and maybe that was an angel taking me off to heaven,taking me away from my sad,pointless life...