Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts! I'm tired of saying this!
Sora: And I'm tired of being here! Why dun 'cha let me go?
Roxas: Because she's too busy reading 'Girl-Napped!' and 'I Thought I Was Alone' and some lemon fics
Axel: You read lemon fics?
Me: Shut the hell up or I'll castrate you!
Xion: You better do
Larxene: Yeah, girlpower has no frontiers
Prologue: Alone
I've been having this weird thoughts lately. Like, is this real or not? Why am I still here? Do I have something more to do here before I go? And, will I go? I always thought I was invisible, even for him, even for Roxas.
I was his best friend, well, almost. He always had eyes for her, for Naminé. He couldn't get over it, he always thought she will come back to Twilight Town. What if she has already forgotten him? What if when they meet again, he hugs her and she freaks out saying: I'm sorry, but, do I know you?
It will break his heart. I wasn't invisible at all, Roxas always had time to hear me and eat an ice cream with him at the Clock Tower, just to watch the sunset. I really miss that, I wish I could go back and fix it, I wish I could undo my mistakes, but it's too late for me, I cannot get back, I always thought I was invisible, when I was not. And now, I am. And nobody can see me anymore, no one will ever see me again.
I wanted to be invisible, and now I am. My name is Xion Storm, and I'm dead. Invisible for everyone, and even for Roxas.
Why?
How did this happen? I don't know, I can't remember how, I can't remember anything about it, just what happen after it. Since that day, I've been asking myself; Why me?
It's so confusing, I can't remember anything, I was an orphan so my memories of childhood are always painful, but the ones of my teenager years were awesome! I really miss my friends, I miss Roxas and Axel, but Roxas. I lived in a big building with a lot of orphans, 11 exactly, I was the 12. Roxas always stayed there so I guess we were 13. We were called as The Organitation XIII, Axel and Luxord made it up.
I met Roxas a long time ago, he was my first friend. When I go to the building, I had to share the room with Larxene, the meanest girl in Twilight Town. She was always pranking someone, we got to know each other, so I wasn't one of her victims. The big victim was Axel. Larxene was like a cold blood assassin! She could do whatever she wants. Girl-power never ends for her, she use the Spice Girls CD for prank Axel, she make it play over and over again, brutal, huh?
I guess I'm here to do something special, I mean, I read Ghostgirl once and it let my mind wide open to the dead's challenges. I have something to do here, but I wonder what is it!
I walked through the streets, I got to the Clock Tower, no one saw me, of course. When I got there, I saw him, I saw Roxas, looking at the sky
"Xion, why did you left me here? I'm alone now" I smiled, he was thinking of me
"Roxas..." I whispered, he couldn't see me anyway, neither hear me
"Damn it! Naminé where are you? I need you more than ever! Why can't you just be here? With me, holding me tight and saying that everything is gonna be alright, just as you used to do" That broke my heart, even knowing it wasn't beating anymore, he was thinking about her, about Naminé again, even knowing I'm gone, he won't do anything, why didn't he see my feelings? Why does her heart belong to her? Why am I still here? I wanna kill myself!
That was stupid, I'm already dead, nothing would change, I wish, he could only realize that I'm the one who knows him, I'm the one who cares about him, she doesn't even know him now, she's never gonna like him as I do. I'm invisible.
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you
Like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle
Unbelievable
Instead of just
Invisible
Me: I really love this song!
Xion: 'Invisible' by Taylor Swift!
Xion and Kairi: Kyaaaa! Taylor Swift!
Sora: Ya girls are so scary!
Roxas: Tell me 'bout it
Larxene: Shut the hell up!
Ven: Man, what the heck am I doing here?
Naminé: I just drugged you and carried you here, you were talking too much and messing my room
Roxas: Why the hell was my brother in yer room?
Naminé: Cleaning, at least he's strong and male enough to help a woman with the mess you made!
Riku: I should be running if I was you
Sora: And faster
Roxas: Damnit!