A/N: My first story! Yay! Right now I'm bored so read this sad story!

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

A year ago Soul left for a mission... The night she told him to leave. It was a stupid fight, but when she went to look for him she found out he left. Each day she cried pouring her heart out wishing for him to hug her tell her it was fine. She wondered to his room his room was neat the bed was the same all these days.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

He walked exactly thirty steps before slamming that door in her door. She peeked out the window seeing him leaving, she could see for the first time she made him cry. She fell to the ground and stated to cry yelling his name.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

She felt her stomach drop when he hugged her close god how much she missed that feeling of comfort. She turned to see the red love seat remembering how he fell asleep drooling. She looked at the black leather jacket and picked it up. It smelled exactly like him.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

They had fallen in love she knew it, even Spirit said that they were made for each other. She did everything for him she realized, she cooked, cleaned, and tried to understand music was for him to meet his expatiations. She felt like she couldn't breathe around him, and now there was nothing.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

She felt like nothing without him, she missed his smirk and his 'coolness'. She grabbed a knife in the kitchen and put it neared her neck. She was sobbing when she felt the knife dig deeper into her neck and then she felt nothing.

A/N wasn't that sad...why did I write this? I may do a songfic about how Soul is doing

EXTRA:

A week later Soul and his friends opened the room they tried calling her name but once they went to the kitchen they couldn't believe what they saw. Soul felled down and started crying. A month later when the went to her funeral they were hoping this was a dream.