Life After You, a vampire academy fanfic

Just a small one-shot, hope you enjoy.

Song and Characters DO NOT BELONGE TO ME (But wished I did)

Life After You

DPOV

I pulled my Chevy to a sudden stop on the side of the dirt road. I couldn't do this. I couldn't just leave the thing I love the most behind. After the attack on St. Vlads, I decided that the best thing for my Roza and me was to be apart, so I took Tasha's offer. My, ha I couldn't even call her my own anymore; she was only mine for one night. I remember that night like it was just yesterday. Her underneath me, smiling up at me like she had won the lottery, when in reality; it was me who had won. But I could never, ever, put her in danger like I did that day in the caves.

Flashback

We were running out of time, as the sun was setting. We all ran to the caves exit, when suddenly strigoi came out of nowhere. We had no other choice, we fought. I saw guardians falling left and right. But I only had one on my mind. There she was, fighting like the goddess she was.

"DIMITRI!!" I heard my angel cry. I was suddenly on the ground, in pain. I saw out of my peripheral vision, that the blond strigoi that taunted Rose back at the academy. He was suddenly fighting something small and fast, I knew straight away that it was my Roza. She had caught him by surprise, but it wasn't enough to kill him. He quickly overpowered her, and was now on top of her. He had slammed her head into the rock wall, and she was bleeding heavily from her head. Then, as if God could hear me, Janine Hathaway came bursting in, and staked the strigoi quick and smooth. I got up and ran to Roza. Praying that she would be ok.

"Hurry, she's losing a lot of blood" I yelled at her shock filled mother. All I could think was 'This is all my fault'.

End Of Flashback

I decided after that, it was best if I never put her in that danger again. And if that meant I would never see her again, than so be it.

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you.

Five Months Later

I couldn't do this anymore. Five Months. Five agonizing months, of not seeing her beautiful face. I can still remember the last conversation we had. The conversation that shattered my heart. I must have been out of my mind when I told her all those lies.

Flashback

"What do you mean" she stuttered, trying not to shed tears.

"I meant exactly what I said, I don't think this is going to work out" I said, as I tried hard to keep my guardian mask on.

"B..but h…how about the night at the cabin, dint that mean anything to you!" she practically yelled.

"It was nice, but it was a mistake, we shouldn't have wasted our time" I said a bit cold. It killed me to say such lies, to see her dyeing slowly inside like I was.

"Mistake……..WASTED OUR TIME!" she shrieked, coming up to me and slapping me across the face. Ouch. "HOW DARE YOU DIMITRI BELIKOV!! DID YOU THINK I WAS JUST A CHEAP GAME TO YOU!!" she yelled in my face. No, I would never think she was just a cheap game, instead of saying that I just stayed quiet, keeping my stoic mask on.

"Fine, have fun with Tasha Guardian Belikov!" she said as she walked out of my life forever.

End of Flashback

Her tear stained face will always be stitched in my mind. I try to forget about her with Tasha but I just cant I need her more than air.

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I woule die here without you.

Seven Months Later

I walked through royal court, with one person on my mind. Tasha had noticed that I was a mess, so she asked me about it.

Flashback

"What's wrong Dimka?" asked Tasha as she came to sit by me on the window still.

"What do you mean, im fine" I said, looking back out the window.

"You cant lie to me Dimitri, I've known you for a long time, you cant possibly lie to me" she said. She knew me so well, but I dint respond. "Is it about a girl?" she asked, I tense ready for a slap or something, but nothing came.

"Haha don't worry, I understand, you tried your best to love me, but I guess your love isn't big enough" she said sadly.

"Tasha….." I started to explain, but she cut me off.

"Its ok, really at least you tried" she smiled. I gave her a hug, wishing I had tried harder.

"But can I Give you some advice" she said after we broke apart. I nodded

"Go after her, don't give her up so quickly because someone might just swoop in and take her away. So go, I have more guardians" she said as she shooed me away. I thank and ran upstairs to pack my bags.

"Oh and Dimitri, send me a wedding invitation, please" she smiled and laughed.

End of Flashback

I ran to the courts park, and saw her sitting there on a boulder over looking a lake.

"Roza" I breathed, looking at the girl I missed so much. She must have heard me because she looked back. When she saw me her whole face lit up. She ran to me as I extended my arms, in a warm welcome.

"I missed you "she breathed against my lips.

"I know I did too, now I know that there's no life after you" I said as I crushed my lips to hers.

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do

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