OK so this story is introducing a new couple. Hope you all enjoy it! ;D
I'm Not Okay.
Machina's P.O.V
From the 1st time I met her, she was the one person that left me thinking. The way she was so kind and calm with everyone but yet looked so cold and unfriendly. I guess you could say I developed some sort of feelings for her since then. But I know we will never be together. Especially at a time like this.
A time of war can bring people together, but the only risk is that you con loose that person just as fast. THAT is why I don't take risks.
I pictured her violet eyes looking into mine that day I found out my brother died...it was comforting... Not even my childhood friend, Rem, could comfort me like that...
*Flashback*
I just walked away...I didn't even want to look at Ace... He could have saved Izana, but he didn't! I could feel the cold rain falling on me as I made my way back to my dorm room. I could still here Queen's words echoing in my mind "Stop being a baby about it" was what she said. I guess it didn't get though her think head MY BROTHER IS DEAD!
Rem came to see me later on but I just told her to go away. I didn't feel like talking to anyone.
About a half hour later I heard another knock. Maybe it's the guys coming back? I thought as I got up. I made my way to the door and opened it to see a soaked Seven standing there. Her hooded cloak looked black from the rain rather then the red they're supposed to be.
"What happened!" I asked, my eyes widening.
"I...got stuck in the rain...waiting outside.." She said shaking form the cold.
"Why didn't you stay in the common room?" I asked.
"I don't want to talk about it," she says looking to the side. "I wanted to make sure you are alright." she explains pushing her way in gracefully.
"Well, now that's something I don't want to talk about!" I said, mockingly and opening the door for her to leave. I didn't want her of all people to see me so weak.
Seven didn't move. She just looked at me, them the open door, then back to me. She then went over and plopped down on the couch in the boys' dorm. I closed the door and just looked at her. She patted the seat next to her for me to sit. Then, Seven smiled. That smile she so rarely uses. I loved it.
"I'm not okay..." I finally admitted, sitting down. My voice shaky. I hated how it sounded. So pathetic.
"It's alright to not be okay sometimes." I heard Seven's calm voice say. "Your brother accepted his fate when he became a soldier. He wasn't afraid of war or death. He didn't care if he would die, as long as he protected the ones he loves." Seven continued. I could feel her eyes looking at me, but I didn't dare look at her.
"I didn't know Izana very well but I know he wouldn't want you to rush into the war just to avenge him. He would want you to do it for the same reason he did." Seven said. I looked up at her finally. A tear fell from my green eyes as I looked into hers. Her purple eyes were full of sadness and caring. Her lips curled upward. A smile.
Not that small smile, but a bright smile that seemed to brighten the room. She put her hand on my cheek and wiped away the tear with her thumb. I smiled back at her, falling in love with the silver haired girl even more.
*End Flashback*
"Machina! Stop day daydreaming!" Rem whispered.
"I...I wasn't!" I said defending myself. I looked around the class room. Kurasame seemed to be going on forever about battle techniques. I looked down at the rows in front of me to see Seven, Cinque, and Sice.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Ok so I have another chapter coming soon in Seven's POV! x) Sorry all you Rem and Machina fans!
