Title: When You're Lying Next to Me

Rating: PG

Warnings: Implied slash

Summary: Pippin's POV

Author's Note: Inspired by the song, "Plastic Stars by Freezepop. Nothing special, just needed to vent some angst and thought I'd post it.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything....yet. lol.

When you're lying next to me...

The world stops. Time stops. Exsistance stops. I stop. Everything becomes a mere illusion of what it was compared to the feeling of your steady breathing.

When you're lying next to me...

I can't breath. I find myself drowning in longing and self doubt, wondering what you would do if you knew. Knew what I wanted. Wondering how I could want it myself.

When you're lying next to me...

I would do anything to touch you. To hold you. To be yours.

When you're lying next to me...

I can feel my heart breaking. Because I want you. Because I know can't have you.

When you're lying next to me...

There's nothing else. Just you.

When you're lying next to me...

I cry. Because it can't, and I won't. Nothing. Never.

When you're lying next to me...

I think I love you.

And when you leave...

I know I love you.