Not annoying anymore: His final words

by Autumn'sCherryBlossom

a sad little fic that i thought id put out there. Could work for alot of couples, but it was mostly meant for Sasusaku. Enjoy!

Not Annoying Anymore: His final words

A/N-yea, im not really sure where this came from, but i felt the need to share it with all you Fanfic peeps out there. Of it doeasn't get any reviews i'll proably delete it though. Please as always no flames

A small whisper of breath

Is all you have to offer tonight

You know you're near death

Man fate can really bite

I think to myself as you struggle

For another breath

Just one more moment

In the only world you know

I grasp your clammy hand in mine

And pray I have the strength

To give you the hope you need and still

Have some left over for my fragile heart

Our life was good and fulfilling

I'd be selfish not too admit

What I know to be true

I was happy

With the way things were

You were angry

With the path you chose

Though you claimed

It was the only

I thought I had forever

To capture you

First your attention

Then your respect

Your trust and eventually

Your love

I now realize

Your time is limited

Therefore mine is as well

I might have minutes

Maybe hours

Is a day too much to ask

You won't understand

What I'm trying to convey

You care only about staying alive

For another second

At least one more second

But still I must try

I close the door to your room

To give myself more courage

How do you express love to someone

Who has only lived for hate

I don't know

I never knew

So I hold your hand

And stroke your damp hair

You manage to open your eyes

They bore into my own

With intensity I've never seen before

Directed at me

I stutter when I open my mouth

My vocal chords

The same ones you said

Could not be stopped for anything

Seem to be failing me

When I need them most

You wait patiently

Your trademark smirk

Finally appearing on your pale face

"Silly girl," you say

"I can already guess

What you're trying to ask.

The answer is too complicated for me to explain.

I don't want to hurt you

I don't want to see you cry

I've already discovered

That your tears

Annoy me"

I plead with you

To share your thoughts

To, for once, let me

Out of the dark closet

So to speak

That you've kept me in

From day one

I wonder about so many things

My curiosity is reaching a point

Where I want to scream

You don't elaborate

You don't explain

I wait

And wait

And wait

But words are beyond you now

And I'll never know

If you loved me or not

I'll never get to explore

Any of the other mysteries

That will keep me up at night

Was I just annoying to you

Or did I somehow find away into

Your heavily guarded heart

From the smile, yes a real smile,

That you have frozen on your face

I have to guess faintly

At the later

It'll be ok now, won't it

I won't cry for you

I'll hide my tears

So that you don't have to be

Annoyed

Because from this moment on

I'm not annoying anymore.