Hey peeps dis is my first fic. Hope you enjoy it.
Sasuke's life is falling apart. Songfic set to Wonderful by Everclear.
Rated T for Language.
'thoughts'
"speech"
song
Sasuke lay on his bed trying, in vain, to drown out the constant bickering. He sat upright, unshed tears stinging his eyes begging to be set free. He decided to listen to the radio in a futile attempt for escape.
Ain't life wonderful……
The song began. He returned to his position lying on the bed to stare at the ever inviting ceiling remembering the day his brother left him behind in this shit-hole.
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
'What happened to us?'
Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
"YOU SELF CENTERED ASSHOLE!" his mother screamed.
"YOU WHORE! YOU'VE RUINED WHAT'S LEFT OF THIS FAMILY!" his father retorted.
"WHAT'S LEFT? THE SON WE NEVER WANTED?" she retaliated.
Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of Angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday
'Sakura, I need your smile, I need to know it'll get better….'
Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home
None of them would care. Those pieces of shit at that fucking academy.
What's a little family problem compared to the destruction of your village?
Who would listen to my problems when they have their own?
Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when your little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your ayes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
No, No
I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
He sat on the edge of his bed rocking back and forth.
No, No
I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wondewrful now
I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No
"NO"
No
"NO"
No
"NO"
Noooooooo
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, No, No, Noooooooooooooo
He stood.
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!"
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
"Sasuke are you alright?"
"SASUKE UCHIHA! OPEN THE GODDAMN DOOR! NOW!!"
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!"
Everyone and everything
"I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!"
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now…………
Nooooooooooooooo
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now…………
Rage clouding his mind, he began destroying everything in sight while his parents stood outside his door pleading for entrance.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Everything is wonderful now
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
He sat in a corner of the destroyed room and allowed his tears their freedom.
END
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