I do not own Twilight... sadly, but I do Own Asora ans Emilline!

I dislike god to an extent. It's all his fault. He ruined my hopes and dreams. You may be thinking, "Did you not believe in him?" or "Maybe he wanted to prove that he was real."

But you see, I already knew that. I prayed to him and I love him. I just loved believing in something that other people believed in, too. You see, I loved non-realistic things up until I was about 7.

About 6-7 months after I turned 10, my so called 'God' took my friends, family, everything, away from me. My dad committed suicide, my best friends, who were twins, moved to Texas, and my mom was so obsessed with her new boyfriend, that she abandoned me at an amusement park.

I was so excited that my mother was taking time to be with me instead of her butt-head so a boyfriend, that I didn't think anything of it when she drove into the amusement park. She told me, "Go on sweetie. I'll catch up to you in a minute. Here's some money go ahead, and I'll meet you at the carousel."

I was jumping for joy. Knowing my mother in pretty slow,especially when she gets a text from her boyfriend. She will just sit there for, sometimes, over an hour. I rode about 3 roller coasters before heading to the carousel. 'Hmm... she's not here yet.' I thought to myself. So I rode the carousel just so I wouldn't get bored, and so I could see her if she came.

That night, I rode the carousel 27 times.

I, eventually, caught on. She's not coming. The security, from the park, found me waiting. What for, I don't know. I had severe sunburns. I, after about 3hours, knew she wasn't coming, and I knew, you can't trust anybody, not even if you were once family.

~~~~~3 years later~~~~~

It's been almost 3 years since that incident. I figured out that I have a gift. I can read thoughts and if someone wants to keep something from me like a secret or something, I know it. It's pretty useful, so I know which doctor to talk to about things and which ones to avoid.

I just can't stand the sun. I get dizzy really fast and my skin is so sensitive that, in direct sunlight, it burns like I was outside for over a day. I was in the hospital for about 1 year in Florida, where my mom left me. Since then, the hospital transferred me to Astoria, Oregon. Where they only get50 sunny days, on average, a year. That was great. It was way to sunny in Florida, so I couldn't go outside. Not I could step outside a whole lot more!

I was so excited, and the staff were very friendly. Though I wouldn't let them know, you see, I don't smile or speak anymore. I used to, but in Florida when I started to talk to a doctor and I would smile and chat with him, but I learned about my power. He said that he was my friend,but when I first read his mind, he was just pitying me.

Now, I just sit and stare out the window. Sometimes, on really cloudy days, I would sneak out for that rush of fresh air, but I was always caught and forced to stay in bed and watch TV.

Finally, after 3 years of being hospitalized, the doctors discharged me. Since they had absolutely no clue where my mother was, so they put me up for adoption. Almost 1 week later, the hospital got a call saying they wanted to adopt me. I about had a spaz attack. I didn't think they would respond so quickly.

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