One fairer than my love?
Finn always questioned each time why Rachel would invite him over so they could practise or rehears. She was always so nice and caring, and she always wanted to help him. Quinn never acted like this, she was a bit of a bitch, he knew that. And she was even a bitch to him sometimes.
Finn always had to be careful when he was talking to Rachel, it so easy to become distracted by her eyes...
Or her lips...
Or her body...
"Are you alright Finn?" Rachel asked.
Oh shit! Crap! What was she saying?
Rachel's head was cocked to the side. She began to giggle. He loved it when she giggled, she was like a kid. Her smile was always so carefree and it made Finn want her even more.
"So do you want to come over and rehears this afternoon at my house, my dad's won't be home till late so we will have the house to ourselves?" she paused.
"Or we could go to the auditorium". Rachel remembered the last time they were there. He had just joined glee club and they were having a picnic in the auditorium after they had rehearsed. They were talking and then next thing she knew she had given him permission to kiss her. She felt so stupid and embarrassed. Why would he want to kiss me? She had though. But he did. It was amazing. Everything she expected and more. His lips on hers felt so perfect and natural as her own lips moulded around his...
How it felt to have him leaning against her but no crush her and to feel the heat of his body radiate around her.
She remembered the feeling of her tongue tracing his lower lip, teasing him.
But then he ran off with the taste of him still lingering in her mouth. She felt hurt, as if she had been punched in the chest. Finn wasn't hers, he belonged to Quinn, and she hated that.
"Your house sounds good". Finn too remembering that afternoon in the auditorium. He remembered kissing her. It wasn't like kissing Quinn, Quinn kissed nice but it wasn't like Rachel...
Rachel was soft and passionate. Finn had never been kissed like that. But at the time he got too excited and had to run off.
She must have thought I was crazy, just running off like that.
The taste of her lip gloss began burning in his mouth, it tasted as strong as when he first tasted it. He hadn't stop thinking about it since that day.
Truth is. Finn really did like Rachel but he was dating Quinn. Every time he would see Rachel or hear her sing it felt like they were the only two on the earth. This made him question his relationship with Quinn.
Finn shook his head. What am I thinking? Besides Rachel has big dreams and they wouldn't involve an idiot jock that didn't understand half the words in her vocabulary anyway. Finn thought.
"Ok it's settled, I'll meet your after school" smiling she walked up to Finn with her arms half out stretched, he didn't know whether she was going to hug or kiss him. She stopped awkwardly, mid pace, turned on her heel and swiftly walked out without looking back.
What was that! Rachel mentally hit herself. Nice going. He already thinks you're a freak!
Finn watched her walkout, half shocked and half confused.
I never noticed how nice Rachel ass was. Shaking his head he thought 'Quinn, Quinn, Quinn!'
He would have to stop thinking about Rachel this way... but he couldn't.
Until the last bell rang he had to sit through history and Spanish, both of which Rachel was in with him. They both flew by fast, he wasn't even paying attention, he was just glad that he wasn't called upon to answer a question or something like that, not like he'd answer it correctly anyway.
Rachel would always sit at the front and he would always sit at the back so he spent both lessons thinking and staring at Rachel berry. Thinking about how nice her hair looked as it flowed down her back, over her yellow cardigan. How with each pronunciation of Spanish (that he could not comprehend) sounded more perfect than Mr Schuester (their Spanish and glee club teacher).
He tore his eyes away from her. He knew he had no right to think of Rachel like this, but he wanted her so bad. He began to worry about after school. He hadn't controlled himself last time they were alone in the auditorium, what was going to happen when they were alone at his house.
For the rest of the lesson he actually tried to concentrate on what Mr. Schue was saying. To anyone else it would appear that Finn was really concentrating, but he wasn't. The words were going in one ear and out the other. He was suddenly wrenched from his day dream about him and Rachel berry smiling, laughing and holding hands together by the bell.
Rachel turned around and smiled at him. "Are you ready to go?"
'Hmm mm' was all Finn could manage to choke out. All he could think about was how perfect her mouth was. Those candy pink lips framing her prefect, white teeth. He had kissed them once and all he wanted at this moment in time was to feel them pressed against his again.
How am I going to survive?, he thought.