Hey everyone, this is my first fanfic ever! So sorry if im bad at it, ahha. Sorry this first chapter is a little short, but they will be longer i promise!

This fic takes place right after jenny returns home from Hudson, so I hope you all like it!

Disclaimer- I do not own gossip girl.

Thanks:)

Breathe Jenny, just breathe. I tried to move just one foot, but I couldn't. Maybe I should just stay on the train and take it all the way back to Hudson. This was a bad idea, I shouldn't have come back.

No, I have to go. I'm not going to let everything that happened last year keep me away from my home, from my family. Spending time with my mom in Hudson was nice, but I missed everyone so much. Well not so much Blair, who made it perfectly clear that if I ever came back that she would destroy me. But I missed my dad and Lily, Dan, and Eric. Especially Eric, he's not only my step-brother, but he's my best friend. I'm so happy he decided to forgive me after the way I treated him last year, the way I treated everyone. Besides my dad, and Dan, Eric was the only one who decided to keep in touch with me. It was good he did too, I was so lost in Hudson. I threw myself into my designs again do to the fact that I had no friends to talk to. I mean sure Eric and I texted, facebooked, and emailed, but it was never the same.

As I stepped off the train and into Grand Central Station, I felt a feeling of happiness. People shoving, yelling into their cell phones, rushing to make it to their trains. I instantly knew I was back in New York, I was back home.

I searched the station for a familiar face, why was I even looking? I knew nobody would be here, I was coming back a week early. No one knew, not even Eric. I walked out the doors, and felt a light drizzle. I pulled my leather jacket over my head and practically ran to the nearest taxi pulling all my baggage behind me.

I opened the door to the familiar loft, my old home. The one where little J used to live, I'm no longer little, but I've returned as J. Not as Queen J, but just Jenny. I absolutely hated being queen, not so much the ordering people around and stuff, but I hate how it turned me into a bitch. How it turned me into someone no one wanted to be around. This is why I came back, to prove to everyone that I'm truly sorry for all the pain I've caused them. Also that I've changed, or at least am trying to.

I was wandering in the kitchen when I turned around at the sound of a startled voice.

"Jenny?"

"Dan!" I ran up and hugged him, almost tackling him onto the floor.

"Jenny what are you doing here, you weren't supposed to be back for another week!"

Was he not happy to see me?

"I mean don't get me wrong I'm glad your home, but you should've let us known and we would have gone to pick you up."

My brother missed me, I could see it on his face.

"I wanted to surprise everyone." I said almost shrieking.

"Well you sure did surprise me. Does anyone else know you're here?"

Just as he said the words both our cell phones began to ring, we both opened them at the same exact time, and we both had the same face afterward.

There was a picture of me with my jacket over my head, running on the sidewalk.

Looks like Queen J has returned, but who is she hiding from? Could it possibly be from some other Upper East Sider's we all know so well? Careful J, if you've come to reclaim your crown you might have to fight others to the ground.

You know you love me XOXO,

Gossip Girl

I looked up at Dan and swallowed hard, "I guess all of Manhattan does now."