(A/N well...i got inspired by the song and the idea just popped out of my head...this is my first fanfic so please bear with me :) )
Realize (song-fic)
CPOV:
Take time to realize that your warmth is crashing down on me
Take time to realize that I am on your side
Didn't I didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
But I can't spell it out for you…
Yes! Finally I've realized what I'm really feeling towards Sonny. I just wish she feels the same way for me. Now I know the reason why I'm always there for her and why every time she comes around I feel dumb and being a jerk to her was one way I can hide my dumbness around her. She keeps asking me why I'm always at her dressing room checking up on her and why I'm always outside her apartment every night before heading back home. Well, honestly I really know the reason but I just keep on denying it to my self. Was that my fault? It's really hard to tell her especially that I know that she might really laugh at me.
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
Then we'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now
It's not the same, no, it's not the same
It could be the same for you
Take time to realize oh, oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you?
Take time to realize oh, oh, I'm on your side
Oh whoa oh
But I can't spell it out for you no, it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you…
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
Then we'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now
But it's not the same, no, it's never the same
If you don't feel it too…
Sonny, Sonny, Sonny, I really just wish that you really feel the same, but I'll do anything just to make you happy. I don't ask you to be mine now, I'll give you time but all I'm asking is for you to know what I have inside that's making me like a love sick puppy dog lost in your eyes. I don't have to tell you, all you gotta do is feel and listen to my heart speaking to your heart. C'mon! just listen to it …don't you hear it? It says… I Love You Sonny Munroe!
If you meet me halfway
If you meet me halfway
It could be the same for you
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'll be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
Then we'll never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now…
Realize, realize, realize, realize, realize…
I really wasn't expecting this day. Sonny and I talked seriously without any "fine, fine, good, good" argument. This is the best day of my life! We did meet halfway. I actually blurted out everything I wanted to say to her and she, on the other hand, told me everything about the way she feels about me. It was great, I didn't expect this to happen but it did. She also just realized that she also LOVE me…