Song and lyrics: You Fight Me by Breaking Benjamin
Just getting myself back into the swing of writing...even though I've only not written for 2 weeks :P
I thought of House and Cuddy when this came on my ipod...so here you go.
You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.
I always go one insult too far,
Always say something to destroy the playfulness.
I hurt you.
Finding in the end I live well.
I live as well as I can on my own.
With my bourbon and vicodin as lovers.
In light of the life that I have found,
It's coming down.
You make my walls begin to fall.
You are trying to break me, to love me.
I don't know what isn't real,
But it's easy
To beat me.
Your guilt makes you want to help me.
Sometimes I think that's all you feel for me.
I can't solve you.
(Suck it in)
Life is sink or swim.
But with you I always feel like I'm sinking.
I don't know how to swim.
Love is blinding, no surviving.
Your love is unrealistic; it's so pure and good, too good.
You're killing me. I can't be the receiver of such purity.
I don't know what I want to be yet.
But I can show that I need to see this.
I want you, but I can't express it.
I need you to figure it out.
No time for lies and empty fights.
We waste time with our battles.
They are a prelude to something more.
They protect us both from admittance.
I'm on your side.
It may not seem like it but I really am.
I just want you to be happy.
However strange that sounds.
Can we live a life of peace and happiness?
I don't think so.
Whatever it is between us it'll never be sunshine and roses.
What we have will always be about raw emotions.
There is no peace, only a war of sorts.
No denying I am scared to lose the things I love.
I'm in control.
If I don't get close then I can't get hurt.
If I decide who comes and who goes then my heart stays in one piece.
If I let you in I won't just hurt you, I'll hurt me too.
Everyone is waiting here for everyone.
[Chorus:]
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
End
Everyone is waiting for their 'one'
I'm not, I can't.
Leave me alone.
You try to get in, to become part of me. [Chorus:]
I don't deserve you, you deserve better.
You will only get hurt, leave me alone.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
(No)
This is how, this is how it's going to end.
You will only get hurt, this is how it has to be.