I stand here in back of the restaurant, waiting for him to come. It is our usual meeting place. Everywhere I look, I'm reminded of him. It shouldn't happen, but I can't stop.

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

I've tried to get away. No matter what I do, I'm unsuccessful. Every time I close my eyes, I feel his lips on mine or his hand upon my back, and I yearn for those kisses, those touches.

No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

I'm surrounded by him. I can feel him holding me now, his strong arms, holding me in a tight embrace. I'm filled with longing and, yet, I fear it at the same time. I shouldn't want it.

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains

I tell myself that this is the last time. I can't keep doing this…Ron…Ron would never forgive me. But, as soon as I think that thought, I lose every shred of sense I have, and just get lost in his kisses.

I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

He renders me completely speechless, and I can't do anything but come back to him…every time, it's exactly the same.

Set me free, leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity

I try so hard not to give in. I don't want to be like this…

Here I am and I stand so tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

Why can't I say what I want to? My fingers itch to touch him. My lips crave to find his luscious lips. And every time, I have a decent thought, I look to his icy blue eyes and get sucked back in.

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong

I'm Hermione Granger! I never gave into these little fantasies, I was always able to focus on what was right. Why…Why can't it just go back to that?

But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

I wish I could fight this feeling, this urge. But I never find the strength to resist it. Because…because it's really everything I want. As long as he is in my presence, I feel my resistance crumble away.

Set me free, leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

This power he has over me is so strong. I'm addicted to him, in every way. I long for his body pressed against mine, for him to devour me in every sense.

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

My body tells me that he is exactly what I need, exactly what I want. It tells me that I accept this completely.

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go

But can I trust him? This thought runs through my head constantly, and I'm so angry because my response is that I don't care. I need him, I want him, and nothing I say or do is going to change that.

The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down

He's keeping me down. I can't escape from this reality. I need to let go, I can get away from this…from this addiction.

Keeping me down

"Hermione," I turn around, and Lucius is staring straight into me. His eyes connecting with mine with intensity just as I remember it. I should tell him…tell him no. Set me free…

You're on to me, on to me and all over

He extends his hand for me to take it. I gaze at his hand, and the back to his eyes, and there it was, that feeling, pulling me back to him. I did the only thing I could…I took his hand in mine, and he led me out…

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long...

I hope you liked it!! I would love to hear your thoughts on it, and if you havent heard this song - it is beautiful!! and you definitly should lol its Gravity by Sara Bareilles. Thanks for reading!!