AN: Hey guys…. This is my first ever story…. Enjoy!
I don't own glee if I do then great. btw sorry for mistakes I'm just a person.
Summary: Rachel is now on her way of making her dreams come true. But what happens when she realized that the one that is the most important to her was now taken? What will she do? Make the right thing or follow her heart.
Takes over after a few months when Rachel and Brody broke up…
Chapter 1:
"Rachel wake up its late….. you have rehearsals today for funny girl" Kurt says.
Rachel is very tired for school and funny girl, she was busy lately..
"Rachel!"
"Okay, Okay I'm up…." Rachel said hurriedly to take a bath and change. She didn't even greeted Kurt good morning…
" Bye guys see you and San this evening.. love ya !"She didn't eat breakfast and ran outside quickly.
" phew… there's Rachel again" Kurt says taking a sip of his coffee.
"Was Hobbit busy again?" Santana says cooking pancakes. "San, She's always busy" Kurt replied and signed….
Rachel was very busy this past couple months and only focusing on Broadway, her one and only dream. Since she got the part of Fanny Brice in funny girl everything changed. She didn't even have time for her best friend Kurt and Santana to hang out or something, it's just new. Sometimes she is spending the night in their studio or stop by at her girl cast mates. She is more independent now and more hardworking girl.
One night she went home and when she is on her way she heard a loud sound. When she enters, sees Kurt and Santana watching a movie and they are laughing very loud. Rachel noticed them and try to approach them….
"Hi guys… uhm what's up" Rachel says but the two didn't hear her because of the sound and the loud voice they are making.
" uhm.. guys I'm right here" Rachel says again annoyed and Santana notices her and immediately grabbed the remote and paused the movie they are watching.
"Oh hey there Diva… How's rehearsal? We haven't seen you for a while" Kurt says sadly. "Hobbit we missed you, come here" Santana added.
"Awww….. I missed you guys too…" Rachel ran into her best friends and hugged them tightly. She really missed them so much. She really missed spending time with them and doing stupid stuffs with them.
"Okay enough with this.. don't make me cry.. By the way guys are you excited for coming back in Ohio this weekend… Regionals is coming up and the summer is very near, we can spend more time with our friends again! ... and I really miss my familyL" Kurt says excited and notice Rachel was not happy about coming back to Lima.
"Diva what's wrong, aren't you excited?" Santana says confused." What uhm of course I'm excited it's just the last I was there I really don't like it "Wait, does this something to do with Finn?" Kurt trying to understand what's up with her.
"No…. I mean maybe… guys Finn and I had things to fix right now but I… uhm.. you know I'm focusing on my dreams first. He didn't even try to text or call me" Rachel said sad. She missed Finn so much and they last met a couple months ago in Mr Schue's wedding that didn't happen and after that, no more. She didn't even know that Finn went to New York to punch Brody's sorry ass. She didn't even thank him for doing that. And so the question is did she still love Finn?
"Rach, maybe he's busy taking care of the glee club. Rachel you know him. Wait speaking of Finn, do you still love him? I know it's weird to ask but I know you still had feelings for him… do you?" Kurt asking Rachel
"Kurt do we need to talk about this? I'm not in the mood please….." Rachel said tired and walked inside in her room and closed the curtains.
" Wait what happens to our hang out thing right now, you didn't take dinner yet!" Kurt says
"Kurt I'm tired and I already take my dinner with my cast mates. Goodnight" Rachel replied inside her room
"What's up with little midget.. she seems….. weird" Santana says rolling her eyes
"San…. Leave Rachel alone she's trying to figure things out it's none of your business" Kurt says
"Whatever Porcelain I'm going to bed it's late lets finish this movie tomorrow. NightJ"
Rachel's POV
"Okay here we go again… Finn Finn Finn Finn Finn Finn….. Why would that name never comes out in my mind… Kurt asked me a few minutes ago if I still love him and I didn't try to answer that but the truth is "I STILL LOVE HIM" OH GOD.. I miss him…. I miss his face, his handsome smile and his voice. He haven't texted or called him ever since that Brody thing, was he mad at me because of leaving him and choosing Brody? Crap Rachel! Of course he is mad and devastated.. You're such an idiot. I've wasted so much time not being with him. This weekend we will go back to Lima and see our friends and I'm trying to find things out to talk to Finn and clear things out between us and maybe get back together with him… should I? maybe not this time, I'm focusing on my career right now and Finn and I are going to fix this We are endgame right? That's what he said last time. So I here laying in my bed and thinking about what should I need to do. After a few moments I cover my face with my pillow and get myself a goodnight's sleep.
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Rachel wake up in the morning and get up in her bed.. Thank god it's Saturday and no work because she needs to have some alone time with her besties and plus she missed them so much. When she went out of her room, she already sees Kurt and Santana preparing food for breakfast.
" good morning guys" Rachel greeted them with a sleepy sound.
" good morning diva, breakfast is served come on" Kurt says.
While they are eating there is something Kurt remembered. "So guys are ready tomorrow to our 3rd time coming back in Lima together?' Rachel looked at Kurt look excited. Yeah right tomorrow they'll be there to see there friends and Mr Schuester. "yeah that would be great Kurt, I'm excited to see our friends and my dads" Rachel lied " Just our friends? Are you sure no one else?" Santana added "SANTANA! Attitude…." Kurt says "Sorry.. But it's true. You missed Frankentien" Santana said laughing picturing Rachel's face when she and Finn will face to face again.
Rachel just sat there so silent eating her food. All of them three are so silent for a moment then Santana went out to take a bath. Kurt and Rachel left there at the kitchen and it's time to really talk about what's happening lately.
"Hey.. are you okay?" Kurt asked Rachel who seems a little depressed.
"Rachel?" Rachel didn't hear Kurt at the moment, I don't know of what she was thinking.
"Uh what's that?"
"I said are you okay?"
"yeah yeah.. I'm fine" Rachel replied but didn't convince Kurt.
"You haven't answered my question last night." Kurt said waiting for an answer. Rachel signed and simply answered, "Yes"
"Oh my God Rachel, You still love him. Why didn't you tell Him, or try to call. You didn't even talk to him after Santana brought Finn here to punch that Brody thing.
"Because I'm scared" Rachel snapped
"Scared of what?" Kurt asked confused
" I'm scared what if Finn was mad at me because I chose some weirdo manwore over him and what if he doesn't love me anymore what if….." " Rachel stop it" Kurt stopped her " Don't blame yourself about this…" " but it's true, Kurt I'VE WASTED SOM MUCH TIME NOT BEING WITH HIM. I'M SUCH A SELFISH PERSON!" Rachel said and started to cry on Kurt's arms
" so are you saying you want to get back together with him?' Kurt tying to understand
So what do you think guys? I need help and reviews
Next Chapter: hummelberrylopez back in Ohio. Finchel face to face