Usagi shook with rage as she slammed her pink bedroom door behind
herself. Mamoru had done it once more! Left her without a reason!
"At this rate, Chibi Usa will never be born, and nether will Crystal Tokyo!" screamed Usagi, throwing her backpack onto her bed violently.
Turning, she came to face her mirror. Her usually crystal blue serene eyes where down a dark forbidding shade of blue, almost black, and held hate, anger, and yes, pain. With a painful sob of sadness Usagi hit the mirror full on with her fist, causing it to crack intill it was a network of different pathways splintering out from the point of impact. After looking at her now shattered image she fell to the ground, crying.
"Why.." her voice whimpered as she looked at the carpet below her, her vision blurry with tears.
Outside there was the sound of her mothers car shutting. Mom was home from picking Chibi Usa up from school. Quickly jumping up she tried to rush to her bed to gather her things so she could make a clean exit out the back before they'd know. But it didn't work, and only caused her to trip on her foot and come crashing down to the ground.
""Damn it!" she hissed in pain to herself, picking herself up off the ground once more.
Still thinking that she might have a bit of chance to escape, Usa got back up and hustled over to her bed where her bag lay, it's contents scattered over the bed. She had everything but her broach gathered up in her bag, Usa wasn't taking it, only glared at it as she quickly shut the bag. Turning around she left behind her broach of the bed. Usagi was too late though, and Chibi bounded into the room before Usagi could even get out, and jumped up onto her bed.
"Guess what Usa!!" said Chibi, jumping up and down on the mattress. Usagi paid to attention to her future daughter though, and kept going at a qick and steady pace out of the bedroom.
"Hey!!! Usa!!!" cried Chibi, looking after Usagi.
"Hmph..Be like that then." Mumbled Chibi, seeing her words had no effect at all on Usa. Jumping off the bed, she noticed the golden sailor broach on the bed.
"What the.." blinked the red eyes of the girl.
With her small hand holding onto the broach tightly she ran after Usagi, shouting after her, but Usagi only ignored it. Becoming annoyed Chibi gave one more jump of energy, and slipped the broach into a half open zipper compartment of Usagi's bag, and gave up, returning to her own room.
Usagi knew nothing of her broach being with her as she collapsed near the edge of Tokyo Park lake. Her eyes were returning to their natural color, but looked a bit puffy from the crying she had done. Her whole body weak, as if it could give up at any moment, and her golden hair had fallen out of the two buns and was now nothing but a wind-blown tangled mess. Her eyes had long died of any tears, and were now dry and sore.
Above, the sky grew steadily darker with time. Starring down at her grungy reflection in the water, Usagi whimpered. Her heart was still racked with pain, but now idea's were forming in her head to num that pain as she more- or-less laid on top of her bag.
'I'm not Princess Serenity! I am Usagi!' her mind screamed in her already pounding head.
'It just isn't ment to be! He was –her- love, not mine!" Usa absently gave into a dry sob at the thought. Below her the crystal glowed, pulsing, and without the knowledge of Usagi.
Reaching down to the waters smooth glassy surface, a few absently mumbled words slipped from her pink lips.
"I wish I could start all over.." Usa's hand's touched the old surface at the same time of the last word, as also the crystal's power grew greatly with it's mistresses need.
Finally the sleep took over Usagi's system, and she slipped down to the ground, using her bag as a pillow. Little did she know that the main reason of her energy drain was not the heart break, but her wish being fulfilled.
As the moon rose high in the sky, Usagi faded out of her home world.
She was traveling to where she belonged, and where she could be herself, and start anew. A true place to be happy.
"At this rate, Chibi Usa will never be born, and nether will Crystal Tokyo!" screamed Usagi, throwing her backpack onto her bed violently.
Turning, she came to face her mirror. Her usually crystal blue serene eyes where down a dark forbidding shade of blue, almost black, and held hate, anger, and yes, pain. With a painful sob of sadness Usagi hit the mirror full on with her fist, causing it to crack intill it was a network of different pathways splintering out from the point of impact. After looking at her now shattered image she fell to the ground, crying.
"Why.." her voice whimpered as she looked at the carpet below her, her vision blurry with tears.
Outside there was the sound of her mothers car shutting. Mom was home from picking Chibi Usa up from school. Quickly jumping up she tried to rush to her bed to gather her things so she could make a clean exit out the back before they'd know. But it didn't work, and only caused her to trip on her foot and come crashing down to the ground.
""Damn it!" she hissed in pain to herself, picking herself up off the ground once more.
Still thinking that she might have a bit of chance to escape, Usa got back up and hustled over to her bed where her bag lay, it's contents scattered over the bed. She had everything but her broach gathered up in her bag, Usa wasn't taking it, only glared at it as she quickly shut the bag. Turning around she left behind her broach of the bed. Usagi was too late though, and Chibi bounded into the room before Usagi could even get out, and jumped up onto her bed.
"Guess what Usa!!" said Chibi, jumping up and down on the mattress. Usagi paid to attention to her future daughter though, and kept going at a qick and steady pace out of the bedroom.
"Hey!!! Usa!!!" cried Chibi, looking after Usagi.
"Hmph..Be like that then." Mumbled Chibi, seeing her words had no effect at all on Usa. Jumping off the bed, she noticed the golden sailor broach on the bed.
"What the.." blinked the red eyes of the girl.
With her small hand holding onto the broach tightly she ran after Usagi, shouting after her, but Usagi only ignored it. Becoming annoyed Chibi gave one more jump of energy, and slipped the broach into a half open zipper compartment of Usagi's bag, and gave up, returning to her own room.
Usagi knew nothing of her broach being with her as she collapsed near the edge of Tokyo Park lake. Her eyes were returning to their natural color, but looked a bit puffy from the crying she had done. Her whole body weak, as if it could give up at any moment, and her golden hair had fallen out of the two buns and was now nothing but a wind-blown tangled mess. Her eyes had long died of any tears, and were now dry and sore.
Above, the sky grew steadily darker with time. Starring down at her grungy reflection in the water, Usagi whimpered. Her heart was still racked with pain, but now idea's were forming in her head to num that pain as she more- or-less laid on top of her bag.
'I'm not Princess Serenity! I am Usagi!' her mind screamed in her already pounding head.
'It just isn't ment to be! He was –her- love, not mine!" Usa absently gave into a dry sob at the thought. Below her the crystal glowed, pulsing, and without the knowledge of Usagi.
Reaching down to the waters smooth glassy surface, a few absently mumbled words slipped from her pink lips.
"I wish I could start all over.." Usa's hand's touched the old surface at the same time of the last word, as also the crystal's power grew greatly with it's mistresses need.
Finally the sleep took over Usagi's system, and she slipped down to the ground, using her bag as a pillow. Little did she know that the main reason of her energy drain was not the heart break, but her wish being fulfilled.
As the moon rose high in the sky, Usagi faded out of her home world.
She was traveling to where she belonged, and where she could be herself, and start anew. A true place to be happy.