CHAPTER 1 LEAVING.
THIS IS BASED AFTER LS, ROSE AND DIMITRI STILL IGNOR EACH OTHER AND ADRIAN AND HER HAVE BROKEN UP WHILE LISSA IS NOW QUEEN. THE FEELING OF HAVING DONE MORE THAN A NORMAL GUARDIAN LIKE TAKING A BULETT FOR HER BEST IS IN JAIL AND EVERYONE SEEMS PRETTY HAPPY WITHOUT HER SO SHE LEAVES. WHAT HAPPENS, DOES SHE COME BACK? OH AND SHE LEARNS THAT BEING DEAD HAS IT ADVANTEGES. By the way I kind changed the ending, you know, when rose got shot.
I left the courtyard where people were yelling "long live the queen" I felt bad leaving Lissa to deal with the Royal snobs/bitches, but I had taught her how to avoid them. I ran to my room, I stood in my room feeling... empty alone and unwanted.
I was already 18 and I was feeling ssoooo alone, I'd felt it strongly the last couple of weeks, say when locked in a cell that threatened to drive me insane. I'd done all that very dedicated Guardian would have done, I had nearly died.
Flashback
"How can you tell me that it was me, Dimka?" Asked Tasha looking hurt, I never thought that it would get this bad, her jealousy, god, was she that much of a Bitch, she practically killed Christens thoughts on her, his respect for had gone and had turned into hatred, for attempting to kill Lissa, it was only pure luck that Eddie had been there to save her and kill the man.
Cause, Lissa was the only thing that Christen had... now; he despised anyone that would think of hurting her, and is it even his own aunt.
"And why me?" She questioned me, I walked over to her and lowered my voice so only she could hear me but damn, everyone ended up in hearing my theory
"Because, you're a selfish bitch who didn't get what she wanted. You wanted him.." I nodded in Dimitri's dirction, he looked shocked
"...and would do anything to have him, I on the othe hand would do anythingto make him happy, so that makes me a nice Bitch. You nearly killed Lissa, which makes you on my " to be killed" list and you killed queen Tatian for political reason, and to frame me was a very bad idea ; I also figured out why , because i Had him and you thought me being exucated would leave him with No REASONto put down your offer, but little did you expect Lissa to tell him to break me so trying to put Lissa indanger to get me back to kill me was avery stupid idea."
And with that i had turned my back and BANG, she had shot me.
End of Flashback
So yegh i'd done everything and more.
I pack fast wanting to go away before i broke down, i'd done a lot for everyone here, and this was how they repayed. I packed everything i had in suitecases and sevral things like my iphone, my ipod and some make up, then i closed the door and started to walk to Hans office.
"Guardian Hathaway, , would like a vist from you." I dropped my bags and fell in to a step behinde him
"Are you going somewhere, Guardian Hathaway?"
"Rose, please call me Rose, and yes i'm going away for a long time to recover." He nodded sympetheticlly
"Yes...Rose, it must be hard for you ti have been shot like that" He must have some crush on me,it was pretty after the rejection Dimitri kept giving me i decided i liked being cared about.
I walked in and found Tasha sitting facing the wall, she knew she was going to die, oh well more her than me.
"Hey." I told her loudly.
"I'm not a friend" was Tasha's stupid answer,i smirked at her,
" you long enough to figure out." I told her sarcasticlly
"I was being nice" She snapped at me
"Something you wouldn't no anything about" Wow was she a bitch.
"Sure, well no need to waste your prescius time. i bet you've got a really busy scedule can't make you late, can i?" I asked her smirking all over again, i watched as she suddenly had a panick attack.
"Don't leave me."right i thought to myself.
"Oh you've got all the company you need. looke at the hot guys surrounding you, aren't you honored?"
" And some of them are pretty and hot so you should have all the company in the world" and with that i walked away.
"Hans, i'm leaving, quitting whatever the hell you call it. I'm leaving to join the army." The funniest thing was that he actually belived me.
"Please don't leave." Said Hans
"What the hell? I'm leaving now prepare for my depature.!" And with that i left to find the new car Abe had got me, Sweet, a mercedes Benz? Yep, definitely ruled to have a mobster dad
Chapter 2 First sign of madness
I was about to change the song to my iPod when suddenly it changed by itself. I was totally creeped out, Lissa used to tease about how I and my music were better friends than her. I seriously had just laughed, for me it was music, not books which I didn't gives dog's breath over. I adored music, back in Portland; I had formed even a band. I sighed, I missed the days when it had been just her and me, sure now and then it had been nerve-wracking, like when she really need to feed and nearly attacked someone; other times it had been fun, really fun. I suddenly realised that my iPod was playing It's disgusting by
Ke$ha:
My heart goes at the speed of light
but the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight.
I can say that I really want to stay,
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way.
Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway,
Think things have getting too attached I need an escape.
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby.
There is something that I gotta say.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
My mind blinks like a traffic light.
It's green and red and stop and go. Changing all the time.
And it makes me scared, that I haven't loved.
That it's still right here, more or less.
Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way.
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby.
There is something that I gotta say.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster,
Becoming manic and magic it's so romantic I panic, oh.
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, something's up.
What did you slip into my drink? Baby.
It's disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It's disgusting.
It's disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
Oh, it's disgusting
Oh, its disgusting
Look at what you do to me.
Oh, look at what you do to me.
It's disgusting.
Disgusting.
Me and Him all over again, it was pretty disgusting my obbesession with him, but what about my fucking iPod? Yeh, me and my music used to drive people insane, but for me it was like reading was for Dimitri, it was an escape, from all things around me. My music and had always got on but not this bad. Then I was suddenly aware of someone's thoughts, okay I read Twilight while listening to she's a monster by Michael Jackson so Yeh I still had been listening to music.
But it got louder, probably meant that I was getting closer. No damn, I was not going to go mad like this. I jumped up, and into my car and drove off as fast as close as I can without breaking the laws. God dad was going to be mad that I left, that he would get a fine for something he never did.
I drove forever, just remembering those voices, then without warning, I was in curt a staring right at my friends and family crying.
What? Was happening? Oh Yeh, please ask the Rose Hathaway the most intelligent Damphir alive.
"Why did she leave?" Screamed Lissa with tears pouring down her face again
"She couldn't take it any more" Said Adrian quietly, I spun around as he walked then he stared straight at me, or through, I was unsure.
Chapter 3 I just got cooler than fire
Adrian just stared and stared at me, yeh I know I'm hot but really to gaze at me in that intimate manner was just plain rude.
"What's the matter Adrian?"
"Can't you see her?" Whispered Lissa
"See who?" Said Lissa, I frowned at him, then I felt like a brick of some sort, next thing that I was aware of was a killer headache I hit the ground clutching my head, wiling it to away and voila, it wasn't there anymore but a poor guardian suddenly collapsed. Lissa ran to me and ran into the wall; I really couldn't help it and nor could Christen nor Adrian, I collapsed on the floor laughing, I picked Lissa up from the floor and she went back to her goal of hugging me while I continued to laugh.
"Shut up Rosemarie Hathaway, shut the FUCK up." I just chortled
"What's wrong HER-HIGHASS?"
"Victor is out to get me and all you can do is scare the crap out of me?" I rolled my eyes at her why didn't she stop screaming like that, my poor ear drums.