this is just a oneshot I thought of the other day. It's not that great but hey it gave me something to do.

I do not own Bleach, or any of these characters, but that would be pretty cool right? lol.

Enjoy!

It wasn't planned, he just needed a release. Ever since Ichigo and Renji got together he's been turning to other things when Renji wasn't around for a few days. That's why he started looking at male porn. Online. That's how he satisfied himself when Renji couldn't, of course he didn't know and of course he didn't expect to find what he did one faithful night.

He was looking for one with a red head in it and by chance he ran into one that looked a lot like Renji, not until he clicked on it did he realize he recognized this scenery all to well and my god…that was Renji. He could only stare in shock.

One night they went to the park and ended up messing around right there, but he didn't remember seeing anyone. They actually video taped it?

Two days later he was still in shock of it and didn't even react when he heard his window open.

"Ichi?" He didn't know how to answer. How would you tell your lover that they're fully exposed to the world for all to see?

"What's wrong?" Renji asked, observing his pained expression.

"Ren, I have to show you something," He said, finally finding his voice. Renji gave him a curious look.

"Ok," He got up and turned on the computer screen, finding the video quickly and went back to the bed. Renji got the hint and sat in front of the computer. Ichigo laid down, burying his head in the pillow.

"Is this…?" He asked, after a minute.

"Yes," He already knew what Renji would say.

"So you're saying…"

"Yes," He didn't let him finish, he didn't want to hear it.

"How did you even find this?"

Ichigo was glad Renji couldn't see his blush.

"I don't remember," He mumbled, lying for the first time to him.

"Right, I believe you, do you have to tell me something?"

"Um…no?"

"Liar."

Ichigo sat up, facing him, his blush still visible.

"Well sometimes I get lonely so I…"

Renji laughed, knowing what he was going to say. It was quite obvious with him blushing like that.

"Is that all? Here I thought it was gonna be something big. Ichi we all do it, even I do, it's ok."

"You do?"

"What you don't think I get lonely to?"

Ichigo felt bad, not thinking of how he might be feeling. He got up and walked up to him, wrapping his arms around him and leaning into his chest.

"Gomen Renji."

"You know we got a lot of comments, maybe we could post more, planned this time," Renji said, playing with the ends of Ichigo's hair.

"What?" He asked, surprised, looking up at his face to see if he was being serious. He was.

"Yes, it could be fun."

"My god Renji…" Renji ignored his comment and kept going.

"But get someone better to film it to get our better views." His mind was already thinking up a good plan. Ichigo couldn't help but grin.

"Whatever floats your boat."

"Baby you do,"

"That's beside the point."

"You don't want to do it, do you?" Renji asked, smiling.

"Right now I just want you."

"Oh that I can do," He quickly closed the gap between them, capturing his lips in a long passionate kiss.