I
shouldn't love you but I want to
I
just can't turn away
I
shouldn't see you but I can't move
I
can't look away
I sat there looking at you. Well more in your direction so you didn't see that I was staring at you as you kissed that black haired slut. I know it's wrong and my friends would never approve of me even having a nice though of you. But I can't help myself.
I
shouldn't love you but I want to
I
just can't turn away
I
shouldn't see you but I can't move
I
can't look away
Today it seems to be getting worse when I walk down the hall and I see you two pressed up against a wall trying to eat each other's face. It breaks my heart to look but I can't look away. I never can.
And
I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause
I don't know how to make a feeling stop
I run up to my room and hid under my blanket for the rest of the day missing my classes. I don't care, I don't want to see you, I need to let go of you but I just can't, I don't know how to stop the feelings I have for you.
Just
so you know
This
feeling's taking control of me
And
I can't help it
I
won't sit around, I can't let him win now
I walk around for awhile outside trying to think of how to stop this feeling I have about you. It's starting to take over and I can't get you out of mind all I do is think about you, dream about you, and sometimes I even wish about you. But I won't let this get to me again I won't let you win, not this time.
Thought
you should know
I've
tried my best to let go of you
But
I don't want to
I
just gotta say it all
Before
I go
Just
so you know
I tried for a week to get you out of my mind but having classes with you and seeing you at school every day and watching you suck her face every time I walk down the hall has made this hard. I tried my best but it's not working. Maybe I'm not trying though like I said it's trying to take control and I think it has. Maybe I should tell you but I don't think you'll like it. I need help!
It's
getting hard to be around you
There's
so much I can't say
Do
you want me to hide the feelings
And
look the other way
I hate having classes with you. I have to pretend that I hate you with all my heart. But on the inside it's crying out for me to tell you how I really feel, to just blurt it out. But I can't so I try not to look at you, which I'm finding hard. I know what you want me to do. At least I think I know. I try to look at you the way I did the first time we met but its harder now my feelings have changed and so have I.
And
I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause
I don't know how to make a feeling stop
I have spent the past three years of my life pretending I don't care one bit about. Well other then the fact that I want you burn and die. But that's no were near how I feel and I don't know how to look like I still feel that way when I don't. Mostly because this feeling that I have for you won't go away no matter how hard I try.
Just
so you know
This
feeling's taking control of me
And
I can't help it
I
won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought
you should know
I've
tried my best to let go of you
But
I don't want to
I
just gotta say it all
Before
I go
Just
so you know
I'm trying I am but its still not working. I've been trying to let go of you for two months now, but I just can't. So know I want you to know just how I feel. I think this feeling I have is love and love can't and won't go away.
This
emptiness is killing me
And
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking
back I realize
It
was always there just never spoken
I'm
waiting here...been waiting here
I'm dieing inside from the pain you bring by just sitting there and letting me know that I can't have you. Why must you do this do me! I've been trying to let you know and now I realize that I have been trying all my life since the day we met. I've been trying to tell you how I felt but I find that you never seem to notice. I may not have said anything but I was still there and I wait just as I've been for you.
Just
so you know
This
feeling's taking control of me
And
I can't help it
I
won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought
you should know
I've
tried my best to let go of you
But
I don't want to
I
just gotta say it all
Before
I go
Just
so you know
I wrote this to you to tell you that I love you and always have but you never noticed and now I want you to know. Even if you don't care about it I just want you to know. I'm leaving after this year and you may never see me or talk to me ever again but you can stop me. All you have to do is ask. I know you probably don't care and would be glad that the little mudblood is out of your life. But if you care I just want to let you know that I do love and always will.
A letter written for Draco Malfoy, by Hermione Granger. A copy of this she keeps under her pillow and so dose he, never letting their spouse know that they once loved each other and never let the other know. Keeping secrets is wrong and kills you inside you may find better love after awhile but true love never dies away. –Lilly Barker
A/N: Okay so my first song fic leave a review and tell if you thought it was good, bad, horrid, do I need to trash my computer and key bored for even letting them type and hold this lol.
Thanks for reading
Lilly