(AN: first real fanfic YAY! This is fic starts the day Jacob splits from Sam's pack. Also Alice left Jasper for a vampire named Adonis. In this fic Leah has never met the Cullens she did not fight in the newborn battle because Sam did not want her near vampires. Leah/Jasper relationship won't start for 2or3 chapters in. There MAY BE lemons in this fic if I get some suggestions on how to right a good one. Oh Leah is nineteen. Constructive criticism is appreciated)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT ANYONE OR ANYTHING FROM TWILIGHT NOR DO I OWN ANY OF THE SONGS IN THIS FIC. If I did I would have giving Leah a happy ending.
LEAHPOV
Life without music would be a mistake. So why do I Leah Clearwater a beautiful singer, composer and musician feel like everything in my nineteen years of life has been a mistake. It's Friday night and I sit home alone drowning in my own misery. Why don't I hang out with my friends some would ask, three simply words I would reply with "I have none". I hate myself, I hate my cousin Emily, and I hate Sam Uley.
Why do I hate Emily because she took the one thing I may have loved more than music my boyfriend Sam. Why do I hate Sam he broke my heart. But I could never hate them entirely Emily is my cousin, my former bestfriend, while Sam was my first love, the man I lost my virginity to, the one I planned on marrying and having a house with a white picket fence and 2.5 babies with. No I could never hate them entirely, but I rather fight a million newborn vampires on my own before I let them know that. "Why does stuff like this happen to me? I loved them both so much and they didn't even have the fucking decency-" my rant was cut-off rudely by my mother barging in my room without so much as a knock on the door.
"Leah" she said in stern voice. "yesss Mom" "there is a pack meeting tonight and you have to attend" I didn't want to go anywhere tonight much less go to this stupid pack meeting where I probably have to see my muffin baking whore of a cousin acting all lovey dovey with my shit bag ex but I don't want Sam to send anyone to drag my ass out of bed "Fine Mom I'll leave after a quick shower" "Amazing!" she replies in a cheery voice "wow" I mutter "never knew you wanted me out of the house so badly".
After my shower I change into a pair of short shorts and a blue tank top I brush my hair then jump out my window. While running to Sam and Emily's cabin where every single pack meeting takes place I wonder why I always seem to get picked on by the pack, especially by Paul I know I could be a big bitch but did I really deserve all the tormenting.
When I arrive at the cabin I smell that all the pack and the imprints are present except for me. I enter without knocking and walk into the living room. I am completely shocked when Emily runs over to me then proceeds to hug me. The whole room goes quiet, I mean you could literally hear friggin crickets. After a minute I break out of my trance "can you get the fuck off of me" I say in a surprisingly calm voice but she doesn't let go, what the fuck who the hell this chick thinks she is, first she fucks my boyfriend in my room on my bed and now she thinks she can hug me! I begin to tremble and that's when I notice Sam slowly stalking up to us he removes her hands from me and guides her back to her seat. I give her my 'touch me again and I'll kill you' glare and her eyes begin to water pathetic. All of the wolves go outside and phase and Sam begins to speak which sets the meeting in motion.
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(Sam's thoughts- bold italic
Jacob's thoughts-underlined italic
Quils thoughts- italic
Seth's thoughts-bold underline)
"Now that we're all here let's begin. We're here to discuss Bella Sw-Cullen. Jacob would you mind telling us what you have found out" Jacob thoughts were all over the place. The pack gasped in disgust. We all took in the monstrosity that was flashing before our eyes-Bella pale like leech and her stomach swollen, bruised, and distorted.
"Damn she looks like she just popped out of Species II" was the first thing that popped in my mind. Jacob 'mind glared' "hey don't glare at me she looks creepy as fu-" I was cut-off midrant for the second time today by Sam's conflicted thoughtsHow can this be? What will it be? Dangerous. Monstrous. It has to be disposed of. The treaty does not cover this. It is a danger to us all.Jacob thought of Edward's face he looked like he was thrown into the fire. They fear it, too. But they want protect Bella and follow her wishes. We have to think of our tribe and all the people in Forks. We have to kill it soon.Most of the pack agreed I however was conflicted.
Ever since I phased my menstrual cycle stopped. I was menopausal at age nineteen, I also wanted and still want kids so who was I to take away Bella's choice. I quickly hid these thoughts from the pack not wanting to give them another reason to torment me.
Waityou are planning on attacking them while the treaty is still intactJacob thought. We can't take chances Jacob our families could be harmed. We don't know if the creature will be able to control itself.Sam thought back. This can't be ignored we must get rid of it Quil said thinking of some gut-wrenching creature attack his imprint Claire.
We can't kill them.We attack tonight. No. What do you mean "no" as your alpha I command you to listen. The whole pack other than Jacob, Seth, and I nodded in agreement. We Will fight tonight and you guys will be ready Sam concluded Hell to the no Jacob told Sam. Suddenly I couldn't here Jacob's thoughts anymore. What have you done?
And then I understood what happened Jacob had accepted his birthright. He was out of the pack. All I saw was a blur of russet coloured fur fly by me. Moments later Seth and his thoughts were gone.
No was the only thing going through my head. What am I going to tell Mom? Was I really going to sit around while my little brother protects the leeches? I made my decision and with a "Fuck you Sam Uley" I joined Jacob's pack.
(AN2:I hope you like it will have pics of the character up soon on my profile. And I'm looking for a beta so if you're interested pm. thnx)
-CiCi