On Top Of the List
Pairing: Baekyeol
Genre: Romance
A/N: Hello, yeah, it's actually just a copy-paste everything of Rihanna - California King Bed. And, and, sorry for any mistakes because English isn't my first language, and I'm too lazy to edit, lol, but please enjoy. Mind to RnR?
Baekhyun likes girl. Well, he is a fanboy of SNSD for crying out loud, just take a look at his treasured SNSD albums and posters.
Baekhyun likes girl. Or so he thought until he met a boy named Chanyeol.
Nothing is special about Chanyeol, Baekhyun could say so, except he is abnormally tall and he has a deep sexy voice that doesn't match his cute face, and no, Baekhyun isn't short, at all, it's just Chanyeol is a giant. And, did he just say that Chanyeol sexy—? Cute? What the hell Baek?
That's why Baekhyun decided to put Chanyeol's name on the top of his must avoid list.
Baekhyun didn't know how he ended up attracted to Chanyeol. Chanyeol was always someone who best friends with everyone, everyone liked him, he was a social butterfly type, and very loud. His actions were always unpredictable, and confusing as hell. With his stupid toothy grin and derp face wherever he went, Chanyeol was someone whom he found comfortable to be with, and sometimes Baekhyun just couldn't help but think of Chanyeol as a warm and bright person, as if he was a star.
Okay, that was very cheesy, now you know how dangerous Chanyeol was.
"It's just a soft spot," he convinced himself, "he's just my personal human heater."
But everytime Chanyeol smiled at him the butterfly sensations in his stomach proved him wrong.
How could he reach Chanyeol? He wondered, both of them are boys. He would never reach Chanyeol no matter how much he wanted him, just like those stars, you could see them but would never reach them.
Never once in a million years did Baekhyun come across this "being gay" thing in his brain. Baekhyun hated the way he doubted his own sexual orientation. Baekhyun tried his best to deny his feeling, tried to spare himself from broken heart, and he could say avoiding his roommate was pretty hard.
"I like girl, sexy girl with big boobs," he stared at one of his SNSD poster before buried his face against his pillow and screamed in frustration.
"What's wrong with girl and big boobs, Baek?" he heard footsteps approaching, Baekhyun tried not to groan because that voice belongs to Chanyeol, his crush—, no, he meant his roommate.
"Nothing," Baekhyun blushed, still not raising his head from his pillow, "leave me alone, Chanyeol"
"So, who do you think has bigger boobs?" Chanyeol ignored him, chuckled.
Baekhyun froze. How he wished he could kick Chanyeol's ass, because, damn, Chanyeol was sitting beside Baekhyun. Baekhyun had Chanyeol ON HIS FUCKING BED, and obviously the butterflies inside his stomach weren't helping him at all, thank you very much.
Chanyeol was expecting Baekhyun to laugh along with him, he wondered why Baekhyun said nothing, "Baek? What's wrong?"
Baekhyun didn't even turn his head.
"Baek, look at me," he poked Baekhyun's back, made Baekhyun feels his inside melt.
Baekhyun could feel his poor soul leaving his body.
"Is your pillow more attractive than me that you don't want to look at me?"
Baekhyun started to pretend he was sleeping by snoring— which failed successfully.
"Baek? Are you sleeping?"
Baekhyun kept on pretending. He didn't want to turn his head, because Chanyeol would notice his blushing face.
The weight beside Baekhyun was gone. He waited until the footsteps gone and there was silence, finally he sighed in relief. Maybe Chanyeol was already gone to his own bed to sleep. He turned on his back—
Only to found Chanyeol was staring at him, standing beside his bed and guitar in hand.
"I know you aren't sleeping, Baek"
Baekhyun groaned, "How did you know?"
"You didn't yelp like a dog, and don't you know you talk in your sleep?" Chanyeol laid his back at Baekhyun's bed frame, sitting on his bed, "are you trying to avoid me? I notice it Baek, I'm not dumb, I know we're not talking much anymore, and it looks like you always avoid me, what's wrong?"
"I don't know," Baekhyun shook his head.
"You can tell me everything, I just want you to know, you have me, Baek, we are friends, right?" Chanyeol looked at him with concern.
Those words hit Baekhyun. Friends? Baekhyun tried his best to smile, why did that word make him disappointed? Just friends? Nothing more?
"It's okay if you don't want to tell me," Chanyeol positioned his guitar, "but stop ignoring me."
Chanyeol started to play his guitar, really sometimes Baekhyun thought that Chanyeol's hand can do wonder, just look at his big hands and long fingers, not as pretty as Baekhyun's hands, but sometimes when they held hands, their hands fitted perfectly. And there he was, adoring Chanyeol for the nth times. Maybe, Baekhyun thought, he should stop denying his feeling, because the whole thing he was doing was pointless, he couldn't avoid Chanyeol forever. Chanyeol looked down at Baekhyun, his eyes staring straight to Baekhyun's, he was humming.
Baekhyun really hoped he's not dreaming, because Chanyeol was singing, for Baekhyun. Baekhyun didn't care if Chanyeol's voice is too deep to sing a high note, damn, it was the sexiest voice he ever heard. Baekhyun really wanted to squeal like a fangirl, which wasn't manly at all.
Chest to chest, nose to nose
Palm to palm, we were always just that closeChanyeol woke up to find his roommate was hugging him for his dear life— as if he was a teddy bear. Too close, doesn't Baekhyun know about personal space? He groaned, he couldn't stand the heat. He was about to sleep on the couch in the living room when he heard his roommate called his name,
"Chanyeol."
Did he call Chanyeol's name just then?
But why?Wrist to wrist, toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a roseChanyeol just couldn't stop staring at his beautiful face, staring at those lips, because those lips could call his name so beautifully. He loved it the best when Baekhyun called his name.
Chanyeol kissed those soft lips, stole one or two kiss won't hurt, right?Eye to eye, cheek to cheek
Side by side, you were sleeping next to meBaekhyun always sneaked into Chanyeol's bed in the midnight with his puppy eyes, "It's too cold, I'll catch cold, please let me sleep with you, Chanyeol."
Chanyeol could only sigh, why did he have such a clingy roommate?
But why did he agree? He could say no, but he didn't.
Chanyeol enjoyed his midnight watch, Baekhyun never failed to amuse him.
He was falling, hard.
Arm in arm, dusk to dawn with the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheetsEverytime Chanyeol had Baekhyun in his arms, he didn't want to close his eyes.
Holding him from dusk until dawn, Baekhyun made a day feels like a minute.
So how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us?Chanyeol walked nervously, as he approached Baekhyun who was sitting not too far from him.
"Baek?"
"Yes?" Baekhyun tilted his head cutely.
Chanyeol shoved him a plate of bacons he cooked himself, which he add all of his love in it, and almost burn the whole kitchen— well, maybe their whole dorm down. "I love Bacon." He said loudly after collecting all of his guts, or maybe screaming?
Baekhyun smiled and took the plate, "thanks, me too."
Chanyeol smiled. MAMA do you hear that? He loves me too, hell yes—
"Chanyeol these are delicious, I really really love your bacon," Baekhyun's eyes were sparkling after took a bite, fading Chanyeol's smile, "ah, let's share these to the others."
Chanyeol strained his hand, reaching out his fingers to catch something, but Baekhyun left before he could stop him.
In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apartBaekhyun stopped sneak into his bed at midnight, and definitely was avoiding him. What did I do? Chanyeol wondered, did he recognize his undying love?
No, Baekhyun was very clueless it was frustrating Chanyeol.
And there was a big strip of distance, without they even knew.
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart on me, my California kingBaekhyun didn't sleep on Chanyeol's bed anymore, but he still called his name in his sleep. He glanced at Baekhyun's sleeping figure, his legs wide opened. He sighed and walked to the windows, lifted the curtains and looking at the stars, silently wishing upon those stars and wondering—
Was he that unreachable?
Just when I felt like giving up on usYou turned around and gave me one last touchThat made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetterChanyeol cried silently that night, feeling desperate as ever. He tried too many times it tired him.
"Chanyeol?"
He froze.
"Are you crying?" Baekhyun asked as he gave him a hug, "there there, big boys don't cry."
Chanyeol laughed, smile plastered across his face.
"Good, smile suits you better, Chanyeol." He shed his tears away.
"Thanks, Baek." Chanyeol felt a lot better. So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak Maybe I've been California dreaming
That question surprised Baekhyun but he smiled and said, "Of course I do."
"Really?" Chanyeol nearly jumped from his bed.
"Yeah," Baekhyun nodded and then started counting with his fingers, "I love you, my mom, my dad, my big bro, Joonmyeon-hyung, Xiumin-hyung, Luhan-hyung, Kris-hyung, Kyungsoo, Jongdae, Jongin, Yixing, Tao, Sehun, and—"
He kept on counting and called names— which most of them Chanyeol didn't even know.
Baekhyun just loved everyone. Chanyeol tried not to show his disappointment.
But that was okay, at least he loved him.In this California king bedWe're ten thousand miles apartCalifornia wishing on these stars
For your heart on me, my California kingChanyeol was spacing out, thinking about how to reach Baekhyun when Jongin approached him one day.
"You're so obvious, aren't you?"
Chanyeol shrugged the back of his head, didn't understand.
"I'm talking about Baekhyun-hyung," Jongin rolled his eyes.
Chanyeol made an 'o' face.
"Let me give you some advices," Jongin said with a smirk, "first, make sure there are just the two of you, second, take off your clothes—"
"Wa-wait," Chanyeol interrupted, "I'm going to confess my feeling— and hoping he loves me back, not to rape him."
"Trust me, hyung, it works," Jongin patted his shoulder, sent him a convincing look, "it's pretty obvious you know, I bet the whole dorm already know but Baekhyun, do something or I'll make you, good luck."
Chanyeol sighed after Jongin left. Why Jongin even one of the maknae. That little brat really liked to show off his body, there was no way Chanyeol would strip in front of Baekhyun. He preferred play his guitar or his drum—
Light bulb popped out from who-know-where. Thanks Jongin.
And there Chanyeol was, pouring all of his feeling all these time, singing his last chorus.
"So, how is that, my california king?" Chanyeol blushed, Baekhyun put on his clueless face, "I know you sing better than me."
Baekhyun couldn't breathe, did Chanyeol freaking serenade him just then? Baekhyun was trembling and Chanyeol started to panic, "Baek? Are you okay? I-I'm sorry, did I freak you out? I just want to say I love you."
Baekhyun started to cry, it really wasn't dream, was it? He shook his head.
"I see, you don't love me back, I know you like girl, I'm sorry for being stupid," there were hurt in Chanyeol's eyes, but he still was smiling like an idiot, "Please, baek, promise me after all of this you won't avoid me."
"Who said I don't love you?" Baekhyun startled Chanyeol by pulled him into a bone crashing hug.
Chanyeol blinked, he could feel Baekhyun's lips against the crook of his neck, sending shiver all over his body, but there was something more important— "I-I can't breathe."
"Sorry," Baekhyun loosened his hug, before broke into sobs, "I always love you, idiot, sometimes I don't want to admit it so I avoided you, and don't fucking think that I don't love you, because I do love you so much it hurts, and these are happy tears okay? I love you, Park Chanyeol."
Chanyeol giggled, a very creepy one, "thank you."
Baekhyun hit his back, "you should have said 'I love you too' not thank you."
Chanyeol released the hug but then kissed Baekhyun, the kiss was nothing rush or rough, it was sweet and passionate. Baekhyun's lips were soft on his own lips, and there was a tingling sensation. And it was more more pleasant when Baekhyun kissed him back. He smiled through the kiss.
Chanyeol pulled back, breathless, gasping for air, "I love you too."
Baekhyun smiled.
"And, Baek, there's something I have to confess," Chanyeol grinned, "Remember when I told you that you talk in your sleep?"
Baekhyun nodded.
"Well, you always called my name in your sleep,"
Baekhyun's smile faded. He knew normal people usually would freak out if they found out someone watched them when they're sleeping, but Baekhyun found it embarrassing. Chanyeol watched him sleeping? What the fuck?
"I didn't mean to stalk you or what, it's just you look cute when you're sleeping, except you sleep with your legs wide open."
Baekhyun blushed but then smirked, "what do I do to you?"
"Simple, just love me, and make that forever." Chanyeol answered as he pulled Baekhyun, for another kiss.
On that bed, under those stars, no more distance, tears, or doubts, because Chanyeol finally got what he wished for, his california king—
And Baekhyun still likes girl, and definitely he'll be a fanboy of SNSD forever. But now, Chanyeol's name is on top of his most beloved list.
-fin-
A/N: It's done ;A; my first fanfic ever *sobs* I hope it isn't that bad, lol.
Thank you~ *bows*
