Is it true
Is it true that love can hurt, make you feel so weak? Like nothing but numbness, ice cold, scared, maybe even suicidal? Is it true that when thinking of love, it feels like death holding its arms out for you to come and join him in hell? Is it true that when all that can be offered from whom you love, is only friendship and you feel like you were torn in two. One side wanting nothing more but to end it where you stand, and the other wanting you to let go. Let go of everything, your friends family, leave it all behind. Is it true that speaking to whom you love about something so simple, yet it makes your heart beat fast in a way that is to hard to comprehend on how? Is it true that love can be achieved at first site? Or is it more difficult, difficult that it makes you beg for death, beg because the love you feel is suffocating you, because your love is not returned? One sided love, is that even true? Or is love so real that when you look at that person all you feel is love? One sided love is something I feel… it hurts, hurts to know that it is impossible, impossible to achieve. Yet you say to your self, that you'll keep trying, they will see what is really here, what I have to offer. But it leads to nothing but more pain. Pain, is it true, can pain be so true that when thinking of it, it causes heart ach? Heart ach, is loves favorite kind of pain. It feeds off the pain your heart feels, what you feel. Is it true? That love is hell on earth, is it true that it feels tortures? Or is it true, that love is the strongest feeling of all? What is love, just what is it? And why does love hurt, why does it kill, why does it have to be love? Why does it have to be love? Its suppose to give us strength, but all it does, is make us weak. Is it true that love, is nothing more than a pain we all feel? Is it true that killing myself will make everything better? But how am I suppose to know? Because all those who died because they felt love grasp them fully, can never tell me if its true? Is it true? that's a question I cant even begin to understand until I die because of it.
TO: Sakura Haruno
P.S. Sakura you once told me all you had to offer was friendship, then you told me you only needed a friend. Love is something not everyone can understand, it happens without question, and always without anyone's knowledge. Love is a mysterious feeling, I just want you to know. Is that love is something I fear, and never fully or really thought about. Until I met you that is. With all my love that has yet to kill me.
FROM: Naruto Uzumaki