Ohayo... hi there, this is my 1st fic so please... please don't flag and no flames please... and for those who doesn't know what is the meaning of yaoi, (boy x boy ) please leave as soon as you enter, because, this is definately not your cup of tea!! Well, for the rest who are yaoi fans, please enjoy!!
warnings : yaoi (boy x boy), lemon and lime ( for later chapters), languages, KyuuNaru, SasuNaru later.
Oh, and this story is unBeta-ed, so if anyone is willing to help me Beta this story please kindly PM me... thx.The night was bitter cold. Dim moonlight danced through the huge, wide-opened window, illuminated a small figure with his back against the cold surface of the headboard. His golden blond hair glows under the moonlight like a halo while his huge, innocent azure orbs glitter in the dark, just like a pair of precious gems.
The said figure sighed as he looked at his life-mate, his husband, who was sleeping soundlessly beside him. Little tan fingers lightly danced through the smooth forehead, nicely shaped eyebrow, flawless cheek and lastly, his sexy thin lips. A small smile plastered on his slightly chubby face as he remembered how they shared their first sloppy kiss by accident which ended him being chased and bitten by all the female population in the school. Then the images of how they fought, playing pranks at each other, how they called names and argued just for the tiniest thing flashed in his mind.
The smile slowly faded and turned into a frown. The blond lightly bite his lower lips as he flashed back how the raven confessed to him, how did his mate protected him possessively as he had promised, how did his mate growled when others looked at him lustfully, how did his mate cooed him when he was so afraid and nervous at their first make love session… He silently cursed himself as tears started to roll down from the already swollen eyes.
He really, really didn't want to let go so easily, not after all those troubles they stumbled into, after all those sweet memories they shared… but it hurts!! It hurts so much when he remembered what his mate had done!! He felt like dying as hundreds, thousand of knives stabbed onto his fragile heart. It hurts… hurts so much until he can't even breathe!!
No!! He has to end all these pain, before they eat up his heart and killed him. Everyday and night, he cried, struggled with his own mind, hoping to find a way that could end this mess without hurting anyone… hoping to have a less painful ending… he even hopes that all of these is just a part of dream… a nightmare where he is going to wake up soon…But right now, after realizing how foolish he was, he finally made up his mind.
Wiping away those salty liquids, the blond took a deep breath before shaking the raven's shoulder.
"Sasuke, I have already made up my mind…" The blond whispered in the dark.
The said raven quickly sits up, his heavy orbs widen as they locked with the determined azure orbs.
The blond took another deep breath before muttered, "Let's break up."
"What… you mean…" Both of the onyx orbs widen in disbelieve as colour drained away from his already pale face.
"Yes, Sasuke, let's divorce."
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"-and that's the way we get the colour green, by adding the colour yellow and blue together. Any questions?" The blond smiled as the five-year-old raven waving his hand in the air impatiently.
"Yes, Konohamaru?"
"Ne, ne, Naru-sensei, what is 'mating'?" The raven asked out of blue.
"Wha-"
"Ya, what is it? It is yummy, just like chips?" Chouji asked while stuffing another handful of chips into his already full mouth.
"No way!! It's supposed to we (be) the most beautiful thing in the wowld (world)!! Just like floweis (flowers)!! Wight (right), Shika?" Ino claps both of her hands together, looking at the lazy genius hopefully.
"Troublesome…" The lazy boy shrugged.
"Hold… hold on a second!! Whe-where did you all learn that world from?!" The blond shouted in disbelieve, a pretty shade of pink decorated his tan face.
"When Kyuu-sensei said that he wana to 'mate' with you!!" Konohamaru said proudly with a grin on his face.
"Ya, Kyuu-sensei even said he wana… em… 'sex' with you!!" Kiba shouted.
"It's having sex, not 'sex' you mowon. (moron)" Neji muttered coldly.
"Kiyaa!! Shut up, I know that!!"
"Yeah wight. (right)" The long hair raven said sacrificially with a shrug.
"Damn that pervert Kyuubi!!" The blond growled angrily under his breath. 'Oh great, now even the children knew about that!! That stupid pervert is going to get it once I am done with the class!!'
"Hmn, talking about me during class? I don't know that you missed me so much, babe."
"Kiyyaaa!!" The poor blond shrieked manly… ahem, I mean girly as a deep, lustful voice purred just a centimeter from his sensitive ear.
"Ah, another wonderful moan from my lovely babe. But you know, you should have save it so that when we are having sex, you can-"
"KYUUBI!!" Naruto growled dangerously as he glared at the smirking red head, who has both of his hands encircled the slim waist possessively.
"Yes, darling?" Kyuubi leaned forward and rested his head on the blond's shoulder, a bright smile plastered on his innocent tanned face.
"You!! Come out with me, NOW!!" Once manage to realese himself from that damn pervert, the blond quickly marched out of the class.
"Roger." The red head winked at those grinning children before stepping out of the class.
That's how thing works, every time Kyuubi steeped into the class, their poor sensei would be mad and pull the red head out of the class and then, they would have their own free time at class!!
"What the hell was that just now, Kyuubi?!" Th blond barked with both of his hands crosed in front of his chest.
"Hmn, I was wondering about that too." The red head smile innocently as he slowly inched forward the fuming uke, resting an arm around the smaller shoulder.
"KYUUBI!! Stop playing fool around!!" Naruto barked as he shoved off his hand, ignoring the faked hurt look on Kyuubi's face.
"Aww, but Naru-chan, it's so fun to tease you. What's more, you are so cuuuttteee with your face flushed like this, just like after having s-"
"Enough!! I don't want to hear any of your perverted, dirty talks in the early morning!!"
"Then how about this evening? Only you and I, sitting in a romantic five stars restaurant, enjoying red wine and steaks perhaps?" Naruto shuddered and blushed cutely as the taller male purred huskily beside his ears. Damn it, why would that pervert always like to talk near ones' ears?!
"You are not asking me out for a date, AGAIN, aren't you?" The blond raised an elegant eyebrow.
"With an uke-ish sex god like you, why not?" Kyuubi answered like the matter-in-fact.
"Why yes?! God, Kyuubi, I have already lost count at the 48th time you asked me out in this month, why don't you just give up?!" The blond pouted in frustration- which the red head found that incredibly sexy- , looking at the stubborn red head confusingly.
He just doesn't get it. Why someone as gorgeous and intelligent as him would waste so many time and effort on someone as plain as him. God, the red head even quitted his profession as a manager and become a kinder garden sensei just to spend more time with him!!
"Because you attracted me and I like you, a lot. Just for you, I could risk and scarifies anything, which included my life." The red head hugged the smaller blond into his warm embrace while murmured softly, putting his heart on every single word he breath out.
"Kyuubi… not this subject again." Naruto replied while resting his head on the slightly muscular chest, both of his hands grabbed the black jacket's hem. Both of the azure orbs started to become glassy as he tighten the grip on the black fabric. It's not that he don't believe Kyuubi. He does believe him and all of his vows and sweet promises. He really wanted to accept all kindness and love from the said red head, but he just couldn't and he hates it.
He hates it when every time Kyuubi said such sweet words to him, all of them reminded Naruto of… him. Yes, him, the person he loved and yet hated the most.
'Ne, ne Sasuke, why would you buy me so many sunflowers? They must be really expensive…'
'Nonesence, that's nothing to me. Compared to that, your smile of joy is priceless.'
'Sasuke… hehe, thanks, they are really beautiful!!'
'Hmn, glad you like them.'
"But why sunflowers? I mean yeah, they are beautiful, but why others like lilies?'
"Well, dobe, that's because you reminded me as the sun, who warms my heart… and I felt like myself as a sunflower, willing to follow you, the sun, forever, where ever you go…'
'Sa… Sasuke…'
'Aw, already crying for such little present? Then how are you going to manage the rest of your life since there's more presents and surprises waiting for you…'
''Teme, I love you!! God, I love you so much!!'
'Hmn, I love you too, dobe, more than you love me…,'
"Naruto…" The red head silently cursed himself as salty liquids started to drip on his white shirt, the poor blond's body was shaking badly.
"Look, Naruto, I am sorry if I made you sad again… I really didn't mean to make you remember your unhappy past… I… I am sorry… and I promised that I wouldn't talk anything you dislike again, I swear!!"
"No, it's… it's ok…" The blond muttered, shaking his head slightly while looking at the red head. Kyuubi gasped as he looked at the smaller male. Huge azure orbs which are glassy and half lidded, some tears still collected at the corner of the eyes, flushed cheeks and parted plum lips… making the blond very fragile and also… drop dead sexy, just like a delicious uke with his legs widely spread open, waiting for his seme to enter his hot, tight virgin ass and… NO!! No!! No!! Bad, bad dirty Kyuubi, this is not the right time to think of these!!
Shaking away his dirty thoughts, the red head gently caress the soft, flushed cheek and pushed away a few strands of blond strings. His another hand slowly soothing the slightly shaking back, humming a soft but untitled song, hoping to help the blond regained his cool.
"Kyuubi… thank you… thank you so much…"The blond leaned into the warm touches without realizing.
"Nah, it was nothing. It's all my fault and as a punishment, I shall treat you ramen, you can eat as much as you can, no need to worry about my wallet!!" The red head flashed a big grin on his handsome face.
"Kyuubi… you sure know how to use the opportunity for a date…" Naruto sighed and returned a small yet warm smile.
"So… is it a 'yes'?" Kyuubi asked hopefully. Please say yes. Please say yes… Oh god, I am willing have my hair dyed green… so please say yes…
"Yup, why not? A little lunch won't hurt, right?'
"Yatta!! Great!! Then meet you at the school gate… em, no, shall I come to your class after school or should I-"
"Kyuubi, it's just a little lunch…" The poor blond comically sweatdropped as the taller red head started to talk to himself like a mad man. Sigh, maybe having launch with Kyuubi is a bad idea after all…
Uzumaki Naruto really hopes that he didn't take the offer and was regretting it for every second passed. Really, a little lunch with the red head pervert won't hurt but instead it's really, really embarrassing… Kami-sama, please just kill me!!
"Naru-chan, don't you want to eat? I thought ramen is your favourite…" Kyuubi asked innocently as he looked at the smaller blond who currently sitting on his lap, yup, with his soft, tight ass really, really near his crotch.
"……" The blond silently cursed himself for trusting the red head while muttering incoherent words like 'stupid pervert, octopus, I hate you, kill, miso sup'.
"Aww, that's such a waste…, the miso ramen today is really, really good…" Kyuubi purred as a mischievous smile plastered on his face.
"Go away, you meanie, hump!!" The poor blond snuggled deeper into the broad, strong chest, hiding his flushing face in the process.
"Aww, I am so hurt… Naru-hime is mad of me…."
"It's… it's all your fault!! God, this is so embarrassing!!"
"No, it isn't. what's wrong if I let my lover sits on my lap?"
"The point is I am not your lover!!"
"Awww, why not? We are dating now…" Kyuubi put up a sad puppy look which he always used when he was a child.
"Kyuubi!!"
"Alright…. Fine…" The red head sighed as the warmth on his lap was replaced by air. But really, maybe letting the blond down so that he could he eat is not a bad idea after all…
A smile framed his face as he looked at the cute blond, His cute blond as he 'sucked in' all the food bought and that's included Kyuubi's. No whether what he did, the blond is just so cute, either when he greedily snatched Kyuubi's bread, chocked himself while drinking the hot chocolate with inhuman speed, inhaling his miso noodles or even when he is licking the strawberry ice-cream with his cute little pink tongue. All these just made the red head can't help but always watching his every single movement with great interest.
"Kyuubi… hellloooo??" Naruto pouted cutely as he waved his hands in front of the blanked out red head that was currently ignored him for 1 minute and 24 seconds which was definitely not a good thing. Who knows he might be thinking some kind of perverted stuff.
"Huh…?"
"What ya mean by 'huh' when I asked you why you are playing with your food since you were suppose to eat them."
"Hmn, since when did my little kitsune learned to nag at his lover?" Kyuubi smirks as he notices the nice hue of pink on his little blonde's face.
"Hmp, fine then, don't complain when you are hungry later!!" Naruto pouted cutely as he continues eating his noodles, ignoring the taller male, without noticing that the corner of his mouth was decorated with some cream and soup from the miso ramen… which makes him simply adorable and… delicious?
"Naru-chan…"
"Huh? What you…" The azure orbs widen as his lips was sealed with the red head's cooler ones which was now slightly nibbling and sucking.
The red head smirks slight as he turned his attention from those pouty lips to the 'well decorated' cheeks. Kyuubi's skillful tongue spreads the cream and the soup around in lazy circles before sucking and licking them off, which earns a few more moans from the poor blond. Before Naruto even realized, he was pulled up and currently sitting on top of the red head's slight muscular lap, again.
"Mnn…" The little blond slightly purr as the red head licked his pouty lips lovingly.
"Naru-chan… do you know how cute and delicious you were when you are eating?" Kyuubi muttered as light kiss fluttered the pouty pink lips.
"Kyuubi! You… you teme, you perverted, big fat octopus!! We are at the public and you… you sited me on your lap again and you…you kissed me and licked me in front of so many people!!" The kitsune sulked angrily as he sends deadly glares to the now smirking Kyuubi.
"Hmn, but I can't help when you are so cute…"
"GRRRRRR!! KYUUBI!! That's it!!I hate you!! You are the worst!!" The fuming blond slapped the red head before running towards the exit, leaving a stunned red head with five red finger prints on his left cheek and a bunch of confused spectators.
Only a few minutes later, the red head regained from the shock and the first thing came to his mouth, "Shit!"
After dropping a few notes on the table, the red head quickly hoop onto his black, red Ducati and after his blond.
'Oh my God!! Oh my God!! What have I done?! Naruto must be furious of me now!! What would happen if he is mad at me and don't want to speak or even look at me again?! Oh, Shit… shit, shit!! Fuck my ragging hormone!!' Kyuubi cursed as he drived towards the blond's house, hopping he will be there.
'Please, Naruto, please be home…' Kyuubi prayed softly, the snow and slippery road is not helping at all.
Naruto sobs as he walked through the silent street. The weather was bitter cold and he was freezing to hell thanks to the hoodie which he left at the café just now.
"God… it's… it's so cold out… out here…" The poor blond muttered between sobs as both of his hands hugged his small, shaking figure. His flushed face was turning pale while his lips are light bluish in colour due to the cold temperature.
"This… this is all Kyuubi… Kyuubi's fault!! Tha-that stupid… octopus…eh? Where… where am I now? I… I am lost…" The blond growled as tears started to spill with frustration. He weakly landed his forehead on the cold surface of the light pole nearby. 'Why am I so unlucky, first being kissed by that pervert and now lost in the nowhere with no warm clothes… this must be the worst day I have ever had!!'
Both of the azure orbs blinked at the watery image and slightly jerked back a few steps as a pair of onyx orbs were staring right back to him. Those bottomless eyes, the high nose, the perfect thin lips and flawless skin… 'Sa… Sasuke?' A disbelieve gasp was replaced by a dry laugh when he realized that he was only looking at the poster, with Sasuke's face on it. That's not something special since Sasuke was known as one of the youngest bachelor in Konoha, with all his looks, talents and money that all the male population admired or even envies him for.
The huge blue azure orbs slightly soften as he traces his slender fingers over the poster, from Sasuke's dark blue hair, then his beautiful eyes which he often used on glaring others, his thin yet sexy lips, his flawless cheek… Although he hates to admit… but he really missed Sasuke, a lot. He just miss the warmth around him during sleep, some one who always helps him to get out of trouble, some one who just know to push the right button for cheering him up… The blond widen his eyes in shock as the image of Kyuubi flashed through his mind…
True, after leaving the raven by coming to a whole new city, Kyuubi is the first friend he met who is willing to help him without having anything back. He is also the one who let him stayed at his house until he found a new place to stay, teaching him how to cock, taking him tour around the city by having a few days off just for him… and he even helps him to find a job!!
Although both Sasuke and Kyuubi have different personality, which one is moody while the other is cheerful, but to Naruto, Kyuubi does have a special place in his heart, just like Sasuke has-had once long ago. Kyuubi… Kyuubi… what have you done to me?
Naruto woke from his thoughts as sounds of foot steps approaching him could be heard. The blond gasped silently as two huge figures stalked towards him and encircled him, just like the preys will do with their predators.
"Hey blondie, all alone? Where's your boyfriend?" A well build man with sickly green hair asked as he looked at the terrified blond up and down, licking his dried lips.
"Ya, wana have some fun together? I don't mind threesomes!!" Another guy with long blue hair smirked, his hands in the pockets of his long black coat. He pulled them back out, a lighter in one hand, and a pack of cigarettes in the other.
"Want one?" He then held the cigarette pack towards the Naruto.
"N-no…"
"Aww, don't worry cutie, they won't bite, unlike us." Then two men laugh as the blond sifted his body, uncomfortably.
"What… what do you all want? I… I only have a few dollars with me…" Naruto whispered as he lowered his head, his whole body was trembling in fear.
"Aw… don't worry about the money, honey. In fact that we will pay…" The blond blinked in confusion, and suddenly, the long hair guy was standing right in front of him. His heart stops beating. The man gave him a sly smirk as Naruto stared at him, terrified, unsure of what to do. If he fought back, the other man might have a weapon.
"Please, just leave me alone." Naruto whispered, his heart pounding against his ribcage so hard he was sure his bones would break.
"I can't do that." The man leaned closer, his body pressed up against Naruto's. The blond whimpered, closing his eyes and willing it all away. He felt warm breath on the side of his neck, soon followed by lips. He whimpered again.
As he tries to struggle to break free, the azure orbs widen as a pair of strong hands grabbed and chained his own from behind.
'What do I do?.! What do I do?.! No, no, no, no, no.' Naruto began to hyperventilate as one of man's hands runs through his silky blond hair, the other moving down his side to the bottom of his shirt, across his stomach, and then down again. No, no, no... Naruto's mind repeated the word over and over again as the stranger's hand found itself somewhere Naruto didn't want it.
"You're not hard." The guy with long blue hair accused, narrowing his eyes. "We'll have to change that." He began rubbing his hand against Naruto's crotch, and the blond felt tears forming in his eyes.
Please… please just somebody… anyone… please help me!! Sasuke… kyuu-Kyuubi… Kyuubi, please save me!!
Then, the blond's eyes snapped open as a sound hit his ears. It was the most beautiful sound in the world. It was the sound of a motorcycle. More specifically, a Ducati. Even more specifically, Kyuubi's Ducati. Thank God! Naruto thought, panicked.
The red head quickly parked his motorcycle aside, his helmet clenched in his hand.
"Get away from him, you bastard!" Kyuubi let out a cry of anger as he lunged at the taller man, wielding his helmet and slams it down on the elder man's head. The said man moaned in pain as blood started to roll down from his wounded head.
Kyuubi quickly pivoted out of the way as the another man tried to ambushed him from behind, grabbing the man's hand, he bends his wrist backwards until he heard a 'pop.' The well build man screamed in pain, as the fuming raven kicked him in the stomach. The man flew backwards, slamming painfully into the nearest light pole.
"Naruto, are you alright? Did they-"The red head froze as the poor blond launched towards him, hugging him tightly with both hands.
"Kyuu… bi…"
"Naruto?" The raven asked in concern as he hugged back the fragile, trembling body. Kami-sama, poor Naruto… my poor Naruto, what had they done to you, my poor baby?
"Kyuubi, I… I am so scared!! I …" The blond sobs as he hugged the red head tighter, tears rolling down his already swollen orbs.
"Hush, it's ok… I am here, alright?" The taller male cooed as he soothed Naruto's back with small circle, letting the blond's head rested on his broad shoulder.
"Kyuubi… thank you…"
"Don't worry now, I will send you home, ne?" The red head smiled as he picked up the smaller figure in a bridal style and walked towards his bike.
"Ne, Kyuubi…"
"Yeah?" Kyuubi asked as he sited the blond at the front sit.
"Do you… do you want to stay over my place tonight…" The blond asked shyly as the red head sited behind him.
"Are… are you serious?!" Both of the red orbs widen in shock.
"If you don't want then you could-"
"NO!! Em, I mean yes, of course I am willing to stay… I mean, it's safer if you have a companion, right?"
"Thanks… Kyuubi…" The blond gave him a small smile.
"Nah, just a piece of cake…" The re head returned him a bright grin.
"Wow, so this is where you live, it's pretty neat." Kyuubi whistle as he walked around the house. Although it only consist of a bed room, a bathroom with toilet, a small kitchen and a living room with two sofas and a round wooden table but it does give out a comfortable feeling, just like 'home'.
"Hehe, so do you want a drink?" Naruto asked as he opened the refrigerator, taking a tin of coke for himself.
"Em, beer?"
"Sorry, but no alcohol here.."
"Hmn, then coke will do,"
"Ok."
Both of the males sitting silently on the sofa, giving out a really tense circumference. The blond was drinking his coke silently while Kyuubi tried to avoid eyes contact with the blond by acting as if he is looking around.
"So-" Both of them said in union.
"You speak first." Again, they said together.
"Em, well, about today… I would like to apologize… I really didn't mean to offend you or what… it's just that… you know…hormones…"
"So you kissed me just because of you ragging hormones?!"
"NO!! I mean, well part of it, but the real reason is that I like you… Naruto…" Kyuubi placed a hand on top of the smaller one and gently squeezed it.
"Kyuubi… but I…"
"I know… you are still thinking about that bastard, right?! You can't still forget him… I know that… but still, why don't you give yourself a chance, give both of us a chance…"
"I… I don't know… God, Kyuubi, I am so tired… tired of all of this…" Naruto rested his head on the firm chest, enjoying himself by hearing the red head's heart beat.
"Then-"
Ding Dong… Ding Dong…
Kyuubi silently cursed whoever who came and spoiled his plan. Damn it, I am going to skin that person alive and rolled him with salt!!
"I wonder who it is at such late hours." Naruto tilted his head to aside cute as he walked towards the door, with a moody Kyuubi trilling behind.
"Yes, may I help-"Both of the azure orbs widen at the tall figure standing by the door step.
"Hai, Naru-chan, long time no see." The raven smirked as he looked at the shocked blond.
"Sa… Sasuke?"
TBC
Wakakaka, yes!! The 1st chapter is finally finish!! Yatta!! So, is it good? Is it bad? Please do review and tell me wheather I should continue this story... If majority says no then, the story ends here, if majority says yes, then the next chapter will be up within days...
that's all folks, ja ne... 3