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Breathless

Chapter One - Breathless

~flashback~
our eyes met. and thats when i knew my my life was about to change.
~end flashback~

"Hmm" i sighed.

"What?" edward asked. my one true love.

My heart started racing. its the sound of his voice. his, dreamy, smooth voice.

"Ooh, nothing.. just thinking of the first time i saw you. when our eyes met." i smiled to myself. its was the best moment of my life back then. now, though, i have the best moments all the time. because im always with him. im suprised he never gets sick of me..

he looked in my eyes, just like he did then, in my daydream.

i forgot to breathe. like always.

"breathe bella" he warned. "we dont want you passing out again do we?"

i blushed. how embarrassing. the first time he came over to my house, he..uh..tried?..to kiss me. i say triied because we never actually got to the 'kissing' he was leaning down to kiss me, he was looking into my eyes so intensly that, i forgot to breathe..en passed out. thankgod we were on my bed. otherwise i wouldve fell to the floor.

i woke up a few minutes later to edwards concerned face hovering over mine.

"oh, dont remind me" i blushed even deeper.i sat up en walked over to my door. i was about to put my hand on the handle when edward beats me to it.

"where are you going?" he asked, curiously.

"to the bathroom, to brush my hair. its all knotty coz' of you." i smiled up at him.

he looked down to the floor. " well thats because your just so irristible, that i cant keep my hands off you." he grinned.

"oh yeah, totally" i mumbled as he let me out the door.

when i got back into the room i was swoopd up into his arms, and he kissed me.

"what was that for?" i asked him, breathless

he chuckled "i missed you." he smiled

i smiled up at him."...yeh i missed you too. whenever im not with you i miss you." i looked down. "alot."

he bent down, putting his face under my face as i looked down. "i miss you too, all the time. whenever im hunting, or when we are apart in our only class we dont have togeher or when your at work or when your with jacob or-"

i put my fingers on his lips. "i miss you at all those times too. and i hate them. they are the worst parts of the day."

"mmm.." he brought my head up. " but always remember that we will always see eachother after those times. i just have to keep reminding myself that to get me through those times.

i looked up at him. " i want you to know that if it makes you unconfortable for me to hang jacob-" he cut me off

"it does but its only because of your safety-"

"yeh i know" i smiled at him " as i was saying, if it makes you unconfortable, i wont hang around him. i love you edward, and ide do anything for you. absolutly anything"

"hmm..." he mumbled. "anything?"

"yes, anything" i said carefully, keeping my eyes on his face.

"dont look at me like that. im just thinking..." his eyes looked far away for a moment.
at that moment i REALLY wanted to be a mind reader, wanted to read his mind to see what he's up to."what are you thinking?" i asked suspiciously.

"You'll see my love. but not right now, and probably not anytime in the nearest future, but you will find out soon" he smiled adoringly at me.

"O..kay?..."