I DON'T OWN ANYTHING SO PLZ DON'T SUE CAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY EITHER
After I told Bella i did not want to be with her i ran. i could not get her face out of my head the sad , lost look. I wished she had put up a fight, at least then i would have backed down and stayed with her,or at least have some kind of peace knowing that hadn't taken the fire i loved about her but i know I had. My family were not pleased when i had told them that i was planning on leaving Bella that, we had no choice because i was not going to let her end up dead because of me, because i was the trees zoomed by I kept thinking hoping that maybe just maybe i made the right choice but i knew i had not. When i reached the house finally i went straight in, everyone was in the living room i couldn't talk to them i couldn't even look at them . Alice had yelled and threw stuff at me that morning. When she had gotten the vision but i knew what had to be done. The whole time me and Bella had been together i had hoped she would come to her senses and leave me. When she had been in the Hospital after the James incident I had prayed that she would banish me back to Forks and go to Jackson V. But she did not. As I looked around my room i mad sure that nothing was left behind last night when i told the family that we should leave and that i was breaking it off with Bella i had packed up my room. If I could not be with her then I would at lease protect her. She's my mate and sometimes you have to do things that are right for the other person and not yourself Bella was only 17 she didn't know that she wanted out of life, i was 108 and yet sometimes i acted like the 17yr old boy I been. I had wished so many nights that I had meet Bella in 1918 that i had not gotten sick so then me and her could have had a normal life. I hope she hated me, then getting over me would be easier. as i walked through house one more time a comtenplated burning it down, I know Esme would have my head but then i wouldn't have to smell her everywhere. I walk down the steps and take one last look at the house then i turn and start running heading to South America knowing that this chapter is now closed
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