Hey Guys! So, this is my first fanfiction so don't judge how terrible it is. I've always thought about how the story of Gravity Falls storyline would change if Pacifica had a broken family, kind of like the song "Dollhouse" by Melanie Martinez. That is what this fanfiction is about. This story requires you to think that all the episodes after "Northwest Mansion Mystery" did not occur. This also takes place when Pacifica is 15. Mabel and Dipper are at Stan's for summer break. Hints of Dipcifica involved. Also cheating, drinking, violence, and sexual themes are involved. Enjoy!
Pacifica's POV
Beep Beep Beep. I slap my hand on top of my alarm clock. 8:00. Time to start another day. Another day where I hide my true self from the world. Another day of my always drunk mother parading around the house, and my father bringing a variety of mistresses to the house (my mother being too drunk to notice or so he thinks.) I wish we could turn back time to 3 years ago. I wish my family had accepted that I was kind and let the common folk into the party, on that cool summer night. But of course, being the people that they are, they hated me for what I did. It caused the both of them to do things that I never thought they would have done. My dad didn't come home for days once. That's when mom began to drink. To forget the things that happened under the roof of my house, (and the roof of the other women's houses). When my father saw the drunkenness of my mother, he thought he could slip his mistresses right past her. Little did he know she noticed every last one. And then there's me. I haven't even known what to do lately. I've just been terrified of what's to come.
On this particular morning the smell of liquor filled the house. I knew what that meant. Either dad was gone or another mistress was in the house. I quietly walked down the stairs to find my mother sobbing violently at the kitchen table. I knew how rude she could be in this state so i slipped back up the stairs. I decided that the best thing for me at that moment was to leave the house. So i undressed and pulled a purple sundress on. It was perfect to keep my family's reputation, as I didn't look as tired and worn out as I felt. As I applied my makeup I thought about what I should do that day. Maybe I could head down to the shack and say hi to my favorite pair of twins. Mabel and I had developed quite a strong friendship after the day I saved her life. But I wasn't in the right mood to socialize. God forbid I messed up and said something. Something about my current situation...No I can't even think of what would become of such a thing. My family's name would be ruined. I would be put into foster care for sure. That just couldn't happen. No, I couldn't possibly ever cause something like that to happen. Could I? I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes. I ignored the rumbling of my empty stomach. Now was not the time to eat.
After about an hour passed I decided to take a walk through the woods. I grabbed a light jacket and pulled it over my shoulders. I quietly walked down the stairs, but to my horror saw that my mother was gone. That however wasn't the problem. The real problem was seeing my half naked father, and one of his many mistresses, violently making out of the kitchen table. I stood there in shock for what seemed like hours when i finally pulled my eyes away when they began to remove what little clothing was left on them. What have I just witnessed! I thought to myself. I shook it off and continued on my way into the woods. I was so lost in thought about what I had just seen, and my entire situation that I let my feet carry me wherever they wanted to go. Step after step I took, deeply lost in thought. Suddenly I looked up to see myself colliding with a tall, brown eyed boy with a red and gold book in his hand. His scruffy brown hair was hidden under a blue hat, decorated with a blue pine tree. Dipper! I've secretly had a crush on him since last summer, but I've always been too afraid to tell him. Besides, with trying to keep my family reputation in tact, a boyfriend was not what I needed at the moment. The boy reached out his hand to help me up.
"Are you alright he asked?"
I didn't respond. I couldn't find the right words I was so startled. This wasn't like me at all. I stared into his deep brown eyes for what felt like hours, when suddenly, he leaned closer to me.
Please review this story if you enjoyed it! I know I kind of left you at a cliffhanger but you'll just have to wait and find out what happens to pair in the next chapter. I apologize about the length but this is my first fanfic so expect short chapters for the first few. Bye!