A/N: I don't own IY. RT does. Damn her and her millions.
1. One
Lost Desire
I plunged the sword deep into my broken heart because you hurt me unnervingly so,
Feeling its steely coldness shred my veins, muscle and tissue as it traveled on ward ho
To the other side on my body gushing life's giving blood and leaving a small teared hole.
Darkness overcomes me. Released of pain by Death, my beautiful suicidal lover, is my soul.
I fall heavily to the ground watching from afar. I loved you, but now there is nothing you can do…
2. Two
Hell
There's nothing to this--
Nothing but an abyss
Of eternal darkness.
Of eternal darkness
Which does encompass
Such utter nothingness.
Such utter nothingness
Is so the equivalence
To abject lifelessness.
To abject lifelessness
Is 2b cursed in silence
Screaming without voice.
Screaming without voice
Not never heard since
Began time & universe.
Since time & universe
A soul contained in a box
By evil, wanton wraiths.
Evil, wanton wraiths
Greedy to rip it in pieces
Leaving it dead & vacuous.
Now dead and vacuous,
Its gripped with paralysis
To think by a hypnosis:
There's nothing to this--
Nothing but an abyss,
My eternal darkness.
Three.
Kikyou
I wanted to die so I bled till I did.
I slept in my grave and from above
I observed you and always knew
That you were fine and ever mine.
I lay there for many a very long year
Happy under the dirt and your foot
Knowing I was free from drudgery
And the toil of my own mortal coil.
My soul calmed by the four shifted
Seasons and the cool ocean breezes.
I see from afar, you, alone & solitaire,
Wishing I was here by your side, near.
How would I know how far you'd go
To make your blue dream come true.
Before long, my eternal sleep was gone.
Now I stand before you on land, anew.
Tis a mystery to my confused soul & me
2b brought back to this place for naught
By your selfish desire to rekindle a fire
Killed 50 year ago because of Naraku.
You called out my name due to pain.
Forever I will wander the Earth until
Our souls are bound together in 7 Hells.
For this given shame, you alone, I blame.
Four.
Me
I shall die alone
Happy and prone
To my selfish ways.
Living life in a blaze.
I know I'll have 2 pay
4 my sins some fair day,
But for now it is quite fine
As I walk a tight narrow line
Between the normal & absurd.
Saying & doing things unheard
No 1 else would think to ever do.
All them thinking I'm a big yahoo.
Thoughts matter not when I do pass.
For in death, I'll still be one crazy lass.
Let me say, to myself I did stay very true.
Otherwise as a ghost I'd be more than blue.
That's it.