Title: Out of Darkness
A/N this is a slash story which it means boy on boy love
English is not my native tongue so be patiente with me.
"I´m so tired, so tired"
"I love you"
"so do I, but we both know that this is the end"
"Charlie"
"don´t lie to me, I can see it in your eyes, don´t lie"
"I can´t..."
"I know, that´s the worst part, you´re not better than anyone who´s ever used me, you love me and you take advantage of my feelings and then is I can´t do it"
"not fair"
"screw being fair, you make it sound that to be able to loved me you have to fight a war I never asked you anything, but you make me feel like a cheap whore, like a dirty secret and then you want to fix everything with an I love you like those were magic words sorry but no interest"
"Charlie"
"no, look is over, we´d been great fuck buddies but I want out, I deserve better"
"don´t talk like that you were more than a body to fuck for me"
"really? Because that´s not what I feel, what you made me feel, I love you and is not easy for me you know because it scares me because I never felt this but I was willing to but you keep using me and I can´t take any more pain, I´m not that strong, there´s a limit of what I can take and this is it"
"Charlie"
"that´s my name, but it won´t change anything if you keep saying it, I deserve better, and you deserve to find someone that can be with you the way you need"
"me needing you was never the problem"
"no, the problem was that you want me to be a secret and ain´t nobody´s secret, our love no matter what someone teached you isn´t wrong, we won´t rot in hell"
"I have so much to loose"
"and I don´t? But I thought that this was worth it clearly I was wrong"
"I love you"
"you need a body to fuck and I´m not a whore"
"I love you"
"good bye"
"I love you"
"love can´t never be a secret, love doesn´t grow in the darkness"
"Charlie"
"good bye Colby"
"Good bye"
The next morning Colby asked Don for a transfer.
Charlie saw him leave and felt relieve, he was out of the darkness.
The end