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If Only You Knew

Harry's dazzling emerald eyes were aching with tiredness as he looked at an ancient book in his pale, thin hands. He sighed as he put the book down and reached out for another on an extremely high pile. What he didn't notice was that his two best friends were watching him, worry and concern etched into their faces.

"Harry, you can't keep doing this to yourself! You haven't slept or ate in days, your only awake because your running on pure magic!'' harassed a silver-eyed boy, walking over towards him and taking the heavy book away from Harry's week grasp.

"Draco's right Harry. You're wearing yourself down, your going to collapse if you're not carful.'' Replied an anxious looking Luna, moving swiftly to Draco's side.

Harry sighed and averted his eyes from another book, and stared at his worried best friends.

"I need to do this. I need to find away to bring them back. It's my fault they died, if only I-''

"Harry, you have got to stop blaming yourself for their deaths. They chose to sacrifice themselves for you." Luna said sympathetically, lifting Harry's chin until their eyes met.

"But-''

"No buts, Harry. Me and Luna promise to help you, ONLY if you eat three big meals a day and get plenty of sleep." Draco asked, pointing towards the stairs in their shared house.

Harry pouted, knowing he wouldn't win against them both. Reluctantly, Harry stood up, but only to fall back down again from dizziness. Luna and Draco helped him up and half-carried him to his room. They set him down on his bed, and sent him worried glances before going to their own rooms. Harry changed into his pajamas before climbing into bed. As soon as his head touched the welcoming pillow, he allowed his body the rest it deserves.

Luna woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs wafting through her bedroom and up her nose. She sat up quickly at the thought of Draco cooking. She had a little chuckle to herself at the vision of Draco ruining a bowl of cereal. She clambered out of bed, slipped on her pink hippogriff slippers and walked into the landing, where she bumped into Draco.

"Draco? I thought you were downstairs!"

"I thought you were downstairs!" he replied, puzzled.

They both looked angry as they rushed down the stairs to see Harry putting three coffees on the table, along with the jam and cream.

"Harry? You are meant to be asleep!'' Draco said, raising his voice.

Harry turned in surprise, his pain-filled eyes meeting their angry/worried ones.

"I'm sorry, I woke up early and decided to make breakfast, as I couldn't go back to sleep." He said calmly as he walked over to the three plates and set them on the table.

Draco and Luna smiled warmly at him before sitting down and tucking in.

Luna watched Harry carefully as he moved his mangled eggs around his full plate, showing no signs of actually eating it. She cleared her throat, making Harry jump and set his exotic green eyes on her. She pointed at his food with a look of pure frustration and watched with satisfaction when Harry started eating quickly.

"Harry, would you like to visit our vaults? There might be something useful in there." Draco asked, willing to help the troubled Harry in any way.

"Wow, Draco, you sure?" Harry answered, amazed.

Draco nodded, ignoring the agonizing memories that were popping up in his mind.

Harry knew how emotionally painful this was going to be for Draco and Luna, seeing as Luna lost her dad in the war, and Draco's aggressive dad.

Harry told them repeatedly that they didn't have to do this, but they interrupted every time saying they wanted to help him no matter what. He finally gave up, and went upstairs to get ready for their outing. Draco and Luna did the same and they met up in the hallway, there black cloaks covering their faces so they wouldn't be easily recognized. They clambered out of their front door into the freezing rain and apparated. With a piercing crack, the three friends appeared in front of the Leaky Cauldron.

Making sure their faces were still covered, they walked in and Tom the administrator greeted them enthusiastically, even if he didn't know the three travelers. Harry, Luna and Draco each gave him a back hand wave as they descended towards the door which behind it held the entrance to Diagon Alley.

Harry whipped his wand out and tapped five bricks on the wall, and with a rumble, it made a hole big enough for even Hagrid to get through. They walked into the new remodeled Diagon Ally, which was demolished in the war against Voldemort. In fact, the place has never been this busy before the death of the world's powerful wizard – or so they say.

Harry, Draco and Luna walked up to a big white building known as Gringotts.

Luna walked straight up to the counter and a rather ugly goblin was waiting patiently for her to talk.

"Access to the Lovegood and Malfoy vaults please." she asked politely, lifting her hood up slightly.

The goblin looked at her intently before asking for the two keys. Luna called Draco over and they passed the keys over. The goblin looked at them carefully before calling over another goblin. He took lunas' hand and led them towards a metal cart. All four of them climbed in, and once they were seated, the cart flew down the track at an alarming speed. Harry held onto his glasses as he felt them sliding off his face from the power of the air rushing past, they also had to hold onto their hoods. After speeding down a maze of tracks, they came to Draco's vault. Draco slowly got out of the cart, and watched the goblin open the door. He rushed in quickly, and grabbed everything that could be useful. He put everything he found into a bag and went to sit back in the cart with Harry and Luna.

After another fast ride, it stopped right in front of the Lovegood vault.

Harry could tell that Luna was trying hard not to be upset as she wondered around inside her vault, noticing photos of her family, including her mum and dad. She hastily grabbed anything she could find that looked useful and climbed back into the cart, and watched the goblin close the door to her vault and her painful memories. Harry placed a comforting arm around her shoulders as she sobbed into his cloak, whilst Draco held her hand.

After returning to the front door, they thanked the goblins and apparated as soon as they were outside.

Harry walked into the living room carrying three mugs of hot chocolate and handed them to Luna and Draco, who were looking over the books they brought from their vaults. They had put all the books they had brought back on a tall huge shelf, and more books lay open on the floor, surrounding Luna and Draco. Harry laid down his hot chocolate and reached up to get a large book down. Rapidly, the shelf fell forward with the weight of the books and fell on top of him.

"Oomph!" was all Harry could say before he was forced to the ground with the solid chunky books trying to crack his head open.

Luna and Draco sat up suddenly as they heard Harry and the clatter the books made hitting the floor. They rushed over to where they saw their friend huddled on the floor, a thin hand covering a huge bump on top of his head.

"Harry! What happened? Are you hurt?" Draco asked quickly, concern engraved in his voice and eyes.

Harry didn't reply. His unnatural emerald eyes were focused on an open book in front of him. Luna leaned over him to get a better look and her mouth fell open, Draco's' shortly after.

The three of them spent an exhausting evening going over everything for the powerful charm and potion they needed to change there past. Once they had there lists of all the ingredients needed for the potion, they slowly climbed up the stairs and collapsed onto their beds.

Well here's the first chapter! Please review! The more I get, the faster I update!