Hi everyone! This is my first TWEWY FanFic, so tell me how you like it. I promise that it will get longer and better. I hope you enjoy it!

Disclaimer- I do not own any of the characters or the game. It all belongs to Square Enix.

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I trusted him, believed in him, and understood him. I know he killed me, but those feelings never left. There was always a whole where he would be. I think he has one too.

Ch. 1- Please, don't leave…

I saw him in the beginning. I knew he existed, but I just ignored him. He was just another person out to hurt me. At least, that's what I thought. When I was confused, he helped me. When I was frustrated, he would listen. He was actually a very nice guy. While in the game, he would try to make us slack off, but we never did. The only thing was that he kept things from me.

"Neku, are you okay?" I heard him ask. I was sitting down, head down. "Neku?" He asked again. I turned my attention to him. It was raining a bit, but the sun was starting to come out.

"What do you want, Joshua?" I asked. As usual, he had his phone out. It looked like he was texting someone. Mr. H? Nah, I don't think he even could text…

"I have a surprise for you." He said, grinning. "But first, you have to come with me." What was he thinking?

"Where?" That was all I could think of. "What surprise?" To be truthful, I wanted to know. I'm not too sure why though…

"It's a surprise, just come on!" He put his phone up and gave me his hand. I took it, the crazy person I am…

He dragged me all over Shibuya. Where was he taking me, was he lost? "Here we are!" He said. We were in Udagawa under the CAT moral before I knew it.

"Why are we here?" I was a little tense being here with Joshua. I mean this is where he killed me…

"Why else would we be here?" He asked. Why else? What was he gonna do? "I'm going to help you remember." Remember what?

It all came back to me in a flash, those painful memories of my death. Of what he and Minamimoto were doing, of that gun pointed at me, and the trigger being pulled by him. Tears came to my eyes in the remembrance of that and of the fact that we were such good friends. Or were we?

Those thoughts gave me a new outlook on Joshua. What if we weren't friends? What if this is all just part of his master plan to erase me for good?

More of those memories came. The time we first met at Udagawa. He said "hello, Neku." How did he know my name from the start? He was watching me! He stalked me everywhere. Looking at him, confused, he walked away. The next time I would see him, was when he killed me. He chased after Minamimoto and I was in the crossfire. When he left, Joshua pointed the gun at me and smiled as he pulled the trigger. Then it was black. "See you later, Neku…"

"Why did you take me here? I demand an answer!" Why? He already told me. I want more. "Why were you watching me? Why did you kill me? Why Josh… Why?" Crying wasn't me, but I still did it often. Tears fell heavier off my face. I wanted to know so much, but he won't tell me.

"Neku, Neku, calm down. I'll explain everything." He calmly said. How? How can you? You don't even know what I need… He sat down on the wet concrete. I followed his example and sat down next to him. "I took you here so you could ask me things and get answers. This, to me, is a place of answers." He started. "I was watching you because you were differe-"

"Shut up! I know I was different and weird!" I spat at him.

"No, no. I wasn't thinking like that. You were special. You have the power to use every pin, Neku. I watched you for that reason." He explained. That calmed me down. He went on to the next question. "I cannot answer why I killed you to your liking… I killed you because I needed you. You were the one that was going to help me." Help him? How? He stopped there and stood up. "I take it that you have no more questions, so I will be leaving." He began to walk off.

I ran up to him and hugged his arm. "I'm sorry, Joshua. I'm sorry I was so rough on you…" What was wrong with me? In a way, I liked it having him next to me. The warmth was soothing…

"What is with this sudden change in personality? Neku?" he looked at me, helplessly clinging to his arm.

"Please, don't leave…"

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So, how did you like it? Good so far? I hope so. when its 1:30 in the morning, your writing skills seem to go bad. So if there are any mistakes, please inform me. Also. I will not add another chapter unless I know if I should continue it. Please reveiw if you want another chapter.