Zack's POV
I watched them. They were in the middle of the road. It went by so fast. I wanted to warn them. But I was frozen from fright. I saw them go down after being hit. I saw them being loaded into the ambulance. I saw them covered in crimson. I saw the line go flat. It was over, all over. I realized now where I was. I was by a casket. I looked in. Then reality hit me. It all flooded back to me. My brother, my twin, my baby bro was dead. All because of a stupid thing I did. I had pushed him. Pushed him unto the road. A car was coming we didn't realize. It was in the blink of an eye. Blood was on him everywhere. I recall being sad and guilty. My cut wrists, the abuse from dad, the lies to mom and my friends, the guilt, the shame. The memories poured down like rain. And at that moment so did my tears. I cry until I realize I'm alone. In a church. I step outside and the world around me swirls. I can't help but run, run to home, run into the Tipton, run to our suite, run to the bathroom, run into my room again and slowly press the blade against my paining wrists. I cut, I slash, the blood runs down my arm but I don't care. I feel pain but it feels good compared to the guilt. I cut until I fall to the floor. I feel pain until my world around me goes black.
Cody's POV
Where am I? Where's Zack? I want to scream. But I can't. I'm frozen, frozen in time. I'm in a room. A white room of clouds. An overwhelming reality then hits me. I remember now, I'm dead. And Zack is near to it.
Zack's POV
I wake up in the hospital room with machines hooked up to me. I'm in pain, overwhelming pain, but I want to die. To be with Cody. I want to see his face again. I can't live without him. I'm lost...lost and alone. I look down at my wrists. They're pale. I'm cold and hungry. I want my mom. But not my dad. My dad hits me. Everyday. I think that's another reason why I cut. My life is thrashed I want to see Cody. One last time. Before I fade away. I just want to die. I thought about suicide. But it's not worth it. Maybe, just maybe, I should live for Cody. I can fulfill his life's dreams. I love Cody. More then anything. But I don't know if he loves me...does he?
Cody's POV
I want to be alive again. I seriously do. But I feel scared. Alone. Mad. Sad. Bad. Guilty. I can see Zack. Lying in the hospital bed, almost dead. Like me. I want to talk to him. Just to tell him...I miss him. He's my twin. I love him soo much. You know, brotherly love, I miss him. I want to cry. But I'm unable. My tears seem to be stuck. Oh I want to see mom but not dad, dad beats Zack, I can see it. My nightmares are becoming a reality. Dad is a lying idiot to Zack. I just want to be alive. To see my family again...to tell them how I really died...it's not Zack's fault.