When I woke up everything was a blur my hair was covered with dried up mud and my face was stained with tears. It took a while for me to finally remember why my face was stained with tears, but I finally did, it was because he left. I rolled over thinking I was on my bed but fell on the floor and saw that I was in the living room, Charlie was snoring on the recliner next to me.
I sat on the floor trying to remember everything that happen, but the memorize were all kind of a blur, all I could remember was that some guy name Sam Cuely no it was Sam Uley had found me in the forest and helped me get home. I also remember Charlie sitting next to me trying to make me stop crying or hyperventilating; I couldn't recall; but he was no help every time I said his name Charlie would cuss at it(which made me cry more). It took about half an hour for it to hit; and it hit hard; every word he said was slowly coming back.
He didn't want me and he never loved me that was why he was gone and he was never coming back; I felt the tears start falling down from my eyes as I remembered the emotionless look in his eyes when he said goodbye. I ran to the kitchen trying not to make any noise. If Charlie woke up I knew he would try to stop me. When I finally made it to the kitchen I grabbed the sharpest knife and put it right next to my wrist. Just as I was about to cut my flesh and put my life to an end I remembered my stupid promise. I had promised him that I would do nothing reckless nor stupid...and then I remembered his side of the promise and tears started to fall down my face. It took about 5 minutes of processing and tears for me to finally decide life, love, meaning ...it was all over so why was i taking so damn long!!...
Just as I was about to stab my life away the doorbell rang and startled me. I dropped the knife so fast I didn't even have time to see that it had cut the side of my wrist ..."OUCH!!!!!" Was all I yelled and then Charlie was in the kitchen. "Are you all right what happen?" he sounded scared. "Nothing char- dad, promise." I mumbled. "Okay..,do you want me to get the door?" now he sounded very scared. "NO!"...I answered to fast ..."umm I mean no you look tired I'll ge-" he didn't let me finish when i heard him close his room door.
I raced to the door while my imagination went wild! Was it him? Had Alice had a vision and send him to stop me? Had he lied and come to say he really did love me? Was it all just a dream? or was it just another stupid girl scout sell stupid cookies? I was out of time i had my hand on the door knob and opened the door.
Happiness and sorrow filled my body at the same time as I open the door and saw...