My One-Sided Love by InvertedIris
Summary: Sakura tries to forget what could have been and accepts what, is as she moves on.
One-Sided Sakusasu, Sasunaru, Fluff.
Disclaimer: I don't own the song 'Malchik Gay by TATU' nor any of the characters or the anime of Naruto.
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
Malchik, malchik
Sakura walked slowly, feeling sad, to the place only team 7 knew. It was a beautiful place and enchanting at night. A lake in the middle of a small meadow filled with different varieties of flowers. It was surrounded by cherry blossom trees of a variety of shades and tints but there was one enormous cherry blossom tree with crimson petals atop the small hill beside the crystalline, clear, blue lake.
The surface was still and reflected the full moon and stars' beautiful image. She snuck out because she couldn't sleep and thought that a midnight walk would be nice.
When she reached she saw her other teammates beneath the crimson blooms. They were sleeping peacefully in each other's arms. She went on the hill and sat in front of them taking in their sight.
Handsome, tender, soft,
Why do you look right through me thinking 'No'?
I can't deny my feeling growing strong,
I try to keep believing, dreaming on,
And every time I see you, I crave more,
I want to pull you closer,
Closer,
Closer,
Closer…But you leave me feeling frozen.
Sakura held her chest tightly. It hurt her heavy heart knowing that Naruto belonged with Sasuke. She loved Sasuke with all her heart but it pained her to do so. She felt happy that Sasuke had found love but sad because it wasn't her. She leaned forward and her left hand held Naruto's right cheek and her right hand on Sasuke's left cheek.
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
I can be all your needs,
Won't you please stay with me?
Malchik gay, malchik gay,
Apologies, might-have-beens,
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Can't erase what I feel,
Malchik gay, gay, malchik gay
She thought about the two for a while. She remembered the looks they've been giving each other, the times they've blushed for no apparent 'reason', and the rare true smiles only Naruto had gotten from Sasuke. Then she realized that she could never be with Sasuke.
Naruto thawed his icy cold heart and kept it warm. And for that Sakura was jealous.
She envied Naruto because she could never make Sasuke look at her that way. Whenever she looked at him, his onyx eyes were always staring at the other, full of loneliness and longing. He was Sasuke's closest person, his one and only lover. They were like the light and the darkness, the sun and the moon, the yin and the yang. One couldn't survive without each other.
But although Sakura was jealous of Naruto, he was one of her few true friends. And because of that she couldn't bring herself to hate him, even if she wanted to hate him.
Choking back emotions,
I try to keep on hoping for a way,
A reason for us both to come in close,
I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend does,
I want to be the object,
Object,
Object,
Object…Of your passion but its hopeless.
She kissed Naruto's forehead and then Sasuke's cheek. She looked up and saw a falling star, Sakura whispered her wish.
"Even though my love cannot be returned I will still love both of you, and I Wish that we will be friends to the end."
She withdrew her hands and stood up. She took out a small blanket from her bag and placed it on them. She turned back and started walking home, feeling light hearted and free of her troubles.
'Sweet dreams.'