I do not own anything in/on Bleach. If I did there would be a few changes. Nothing drastic! Just some character love.

I couldn't feel anything anymore. When Captain Aizen was here, with me, I just felt so complete. He was my everything that suddenly destroyed me. He was my mentor, my love. And now..sigh..my enemy.

When I felt the cold steal of his sword I just couldn't understand why someone like him would do that to someone. He never was like that before, then why now. I asked myself 'why' a lot afterwards. I even went mad, mainly with grief.

I am quite sane now. I have taken his place as Captain of Squad 5. I will do this squad justice and not let harm come to it. Even if that means to kill the man I love.

"… WHAT THE HECK!! I still sound as if I pity the damn man. NO ONE WOULD WANT TO PITY THAT BASTARD! Yeah I love him, so what. If it does come down to it I will ram tobiume up into that dark heart of his." Although it does seem difficult at points, I will remain strong and I will show him that I am more then capable to take care of myself and all of those I wish to protect. Laughs I am starting to sound just like Kurosaki Ichigosmiles. I like the thought of that. It is a rare thing, I keep hearing, to see me give a true smile. Oh , come on I smile! I have been told that it is quite beautifulsigh, I just gave myself a complement. That shows you how utterly pathetic I am.

If you haven't noticed already, my attitude has greatly changed. Personally I agree with Rangiku, too much paperwork. How Aizen did all of this by himself is. Difficult to describe. But, I am getting it done that's what matters, I guess. Rangiku said I am acting just like Toushiro. Thanks for that lovely complement(sarcasm has become my friend).

I am happy for Rangiku though. At hearing how the Captain-Commander suspecting Aizen was up to something, he automatically put Captain Ichimaru in as an inside spy. I guess because Ichimaru is one hard guy to read. Always with that ever widening fox grin of his along with what appears to be closed eyes. Very intimidating.

The battle is coming. I will be seeing Aizen soon. For some strange reason my heart skips as it rapidly beats in my chest. My lieutenant, Chiyo Shiba(My character. I gave the Shiba Clan another crazy girl.), says that I am diagnosed with l.o.l. No not 'laughing out loud', I would have preferred that better though, but rather 'longing for love'. I asked what she meant by that. She only replied, "Come on dimwit! It means you are longing to see the man that holds your odd, little heart. It is SO obvious." "Obvious huh?" "Eeep. Your angry, aren't you?" "Odd, little heart, huh?" "You know you're oddly scary when you are angry. Y-y-you need to stop h-hanging around squad 3 and 10..kay?" "…" "Captain?" "ODD? LITTLE? WHAT A THING TO SAY TO YOUR CAPTAIN, LIETENANT SHIBA!" 'Oh no. She is going into destruction mode! She is going to destroy the WHOLE office!'

Hinamori lifted the desk…

CLIFFIE!! I am new so please no flames;. I wanted to do an Aizen/Hinamori story: 1) there are so few, 2) I couldn't resist, and 3) mainly because I like them as a couple).