Chapter 1

(Tris Pov)

I woke up from a restless sleep with silent tears running down my face. I sigh softly while I bring up my left hand up to my face and whip the tears away with the sleeve of Eric's black long sleeve shirt that I threw on last night before bed.

Because when Eric is away I like to wear his shirts to bed because having his scent around me helps me sleep. And with him being gone with Max trying to keep and uphold the peace that Jeanine Matthews almost destroyed because she wanted to overthrow the whole Damn faction system and take over the government by committing genocide in Abnegation. For two months Eric and Max have been away this has been hard on me because it has been the longest time that Eric and I have been apart from one another since we got married.

The fucked up part to that whole plan was that she tried to use a mind control serum on the Dauntless because she didn't want to get her hands Dirty. Luckily When she tried to use in on Eric it failed with Eric being Divergent. so we were able to stop her little plan before it could take action so nothing to bad happened other then a few people got a few small injuries that had to be treated.

I was broken out of my inner thoughts by a few loud bangs on the front door of Eric and I's apartment. I sighed once again while I pulled myself from my soft and warm bed to quickly pull on a pair of soft grey leggings before making my way into the medium-sized living room while I pulled my newly dyed black hair with dark blue tips up into a messy bun before I quickly unlock the front door. kinda hoping that it would be my husband only to be met with the smiling face of my o so loving best friend Christina. I glared playfully at her before saying "Oh its just you."

She glared back at me while saying. "Oh, I'm sorry where you expecting lover boy to be back this early?" She laughed before continuing. " sorry but he isn't going to be back until after the choosing ceremony."

I smile softly at her while I hold open the door for Chris while letting her enter the apartment which she does happily.

"Hey, a girl can dream can't she? And I can't help but miss him, Chris it had been two months. and I have only Video called him a few times." I said while I close the front door. I yawned softly while I walked over to the coach and o so gracefully plopped down on to it before I pulled my legs up with me and sat on my left and brought my right up to my chest. well as far as I was conferrable with.

Chris nods her head while she makes her way into the kitchen to get a drink and I guess a snake by the sound of the fridge opening. "So have you told Mr big bad leader the good news yet?" she called out to me.

I shake my head no even tho I know that she can't see me.

"No, I haven't said anything to him yet. I didn't think that starting a conversation with hey Eric I miss and love you too. Oh, and by the way, you're going to be a father. was going to end well." Chris Laughed loudly while she made her way back into the living room with her cup of Iced tea and the container of mixed strawberries and grapes. that Eric sent home to me a few days ago when he was visiting Amity.

She shakes her head while she sits down on the couch next to me. "I guess that you are right but man I bet that his reaction to that little surprise would have been funny as hell." she said while she snorts softly at the thought of it and I couldn't help but laugh a little as well.

Because I know that if i would have told Eric that we were pregnant that he would have ran straight home at the drop of a hat. And as much as I would have loved to have him home weeks ago. I knew that he has to be out and about with Max. Not only it being apart of his job but I know that Eric likes being apart of the changes that are going on with the whole faction system. And Eric really does like to help people. even tho if you ask him he will deny it.

I giggle softly. "As amusing as that thought is," I said while I reach over and grab the fruit container away from her and pick out a strawberry and toss it into my mouth eating it happily. " I want to tell him when we are face to face. Telling your husband that you are pregnant isn't something that you tell him over a video call," I continued before eating another strawberry. It's funny how fast you pick up on things when you are pregnant. First thing is that whoever named a pregnant women's sickness morning sickness needs to be thrown into the chasm because I get morning sickness some days all day and then other days I don't get sick at all and it sucks because I never know when it is going to hit me. secondly, you don't only start getting pains in your chest from it being sensitive but you also get pains in your stomach from it starting to stretch as the baby starts to grow.

Chris nodded her head while she takes the fruit container from me and sets it onto the dark brown coffee table before she pulls me up from the couch and pulls me into the bedroom before she makes her way over to my closet.

"What are you doing now Chris?" I asked her while sitting down on the bed. after she pulls out a pair of black skinny jeans that have rips in them and a soft red off the shoulder sweater she turns to look at me and tosses them at me.

"Well, my dear Tris seeing as you slept in a little bit this morning we are going to get you dressed so that we can go welcome your lover boy he and going to be here soon with the new batch of initiates." She said before she left the room leaving me alone to get changed knowing that I feel a little self-conches with my body at the moment even tho I'm not really showing yet.

After I finished getting dressed I went into the insult bathroom to brush my teeth and do my make up which is just light foundation and eyeliner and mascara. After i finished in the bathroom I pulled on socks and my boots before grabbing my keys and walking into the living room "Okay lets go." I said to Chris before turning off the lights in the apartment and lock the door as we leave to make our way up to the rooftop.