Disclaimer: Not mine - it's a sad world.
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How long will this last?
How long you will be here?
Emotions running in my head.
I won't cry.
Your bloodred eyes spinning.
I can't do nothing to you.
Not anymore, never again.
And I watch.
I watch your world grumble once again.
Once again you have lost everything.
Once again your brother has everything.
Or so you think. World isn't black or white
Everything you have tried to forget.
your eyes empty once again.
Your heart shattered to million pieces.
I don't love you anymore.
And you fall, crashing to ground.
Nobody catches you.
Nobody cares.
Do you realize that you have lost?
Do you realize that I won't be there for you?
I don't know.
But I do know that to save others,
I have to save myself first.
And you watch.
You watch with cold hatred inside your eyes.
You are too consumed with hate.
You haven't realized, that I have changed.
Too lost in your memories.
The sweet bitterness inside your heart.
I watch your fight.
I have let you go.
And my mask falls to the ground, revealing.
Revealing me, the shadow from your past.
Haunting your dreams forever.
And you see - finally.
You try to reach something that isn't there anymore.
And you realize it. Everything.
Forever isn't for us anymore.
I see your eyes, full of regret and pain.
And I laugh because I can't cry.
He isn't you, but he is what I have craved for so long.
And you see me. The real me.
And I say goodbye - watching your death.
She runs to you and cries.
Mourning your death.
But he comes to me and we go, leaving you behind.
He is my sanity, my love.
Leaving everything behind.
Our masks broken.
Finally.
I love you.