Summary: Set AFTER Eclipse When Jacob Black ran away, he wanted to get his life back on track, but it just seemed impossible. Without all these voices in his head, he was lonely. Almost felt as though he had been forgotten. But at the same time, he felt maybe he could carry on now. This is why he went back, however it doesn't end well. Poor Jacob feels as though nothing can go right...and then he meets her. The one he's imprinted to. When it comes to telling her though, he can't spit the truth out. Unfortunately, it looks like he isn't the only one with secrets. She has one of her own. One that can never end well.
Pairings: Jacob/OC and Edward/Bella.

Author's Note: First of, this is set after Eclipse. I haven't read Breaking Dawn yet so...this fan fiction has nothing about that in it. This is set after Jacob ran away. So! I suck at Summaries. I have this fan fiction all planned out, but a summary is tough.

This is actually my first fan fiction since 2005. Any of the others I've done I'm either deleting OR hoping to restart at least. This is the first real piece of writing I've done out of choice for a long time anyway. I recently fell in love with Twilight. The books are amazing. HOWEVER...I have NOT read Breaking Dawn yet. Therefore, no spoilers please. Also, in case you don't understand in the summary, this is based AFTER the third one. So...screw Breaking Dawn really. I'm sure it's amazing, but I haven't read it. So this fan fiction is based Eclipse.
It's going to be different people's points of view. Parts will be Jacob, some the OC and other's Bella. At one point, just one, it's Edward's. I'll make it obvious whose it is though obviously. Because otherwise...well yeah. OKAY! So...that's it. Sorry this is so short, it's only the preface. I thought I'd do one. I'm working on Chapter One now. Hope you like it.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but if anyone is willing to sell me Edward or Jacob, I will most happily buy him.


Preface.
Jacob Black.

I never thought I'd be the cause of Bella's death. I always knew she would die. She chose that fate herself. I suppose those bloodsuckers of hers would disagree with me – they would claim there was a difference between a corpse and themselves. Bella would certainly disagree with me. I knew that. I even accepted that. I might not have liked it, but I gave trying to change her mind. She chose her fate, her...destiny. It's not up to me how she lives her life – or her death.

But I never thought I would be the cause of that death. How did this happen? My eyes were clouded slightly with shock, sorrow and warm tears stung them as they stared at the limp figure Cullen was holding in his arms. I could faintly hear the sobs that were escaping him, but most sound had been blocked out where I was so stunned. My arm was wrapped around another figure whose own life was in danger. But all I could focus on was the body lying on the ground, slipping in and out of consciousness. In and out of death while Dr Cullen tried to snap his bloodsucking son out of it. Part of me wanted to scream at Edward to snap out of it as well. To save her before it was too late.

Then I realised, I didn't want him to. I realised, in my opinion, no matter how sick and twisted I might have sounded, I would prefer her to die and stay dead. Guilt built up in my stomach. I knew that was wrong, but I couldn't help it.

I should have been more careful. It would never be clear who caused the accident. Never be clear who had actually snatched that life away from her body. But I knew one thing was clear. No matter what Cullen decided to do with his fiancé's dying body...Bella Swann was now dead to me. She always would be.