Hello! It's the holidays, and I'm bored, so I decided to try my hand at
writing a little bit of yaoi. It's a one off thing, it's just a little RxS
for all you peeps out there while I bother to write the rest of my other
story.
Disclaimer- I don't own Kingdom hearts, nor will I ever own it for that matter. I also don't own the lyrics to 'Going Under' by Evanescence.
This is just a one-off story, but I would appreciate feed back etc. so maybe I can try writing some more like this...maybe.
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Tortured.
It was hopeless. I stood in the middle of the path, staring at the ground. My weapon fell from my hand and dropped to the ground. I didn't bother to pick it up, it was pointless trying to fight in the state that I am in. I was going to be stuck here, but there was no point in taking a weapon with me. I had no intention of staying here, or any other place in this intolerable world, without you. I feel so pitiful, so meaningless, I couldn't save you.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
I stumbled down the path, dragging my feet along the ground, panting. I glanced behind me, shadows were watching me from every direction. Their steely glares piercing through my skin. I felt naked underneath their stony stares. They knew I was weak, they could see it in my eyes, as they watched the floor and they could see it in the way I was walking so slowly because of my countless wounds.
50 thousand tears I've cried
How did I get to this situation, since when had I been this careless? I had lost the support of my friends, in fact all hope was lost now, walking down a long, winding road with no light at the end of it. It almost seemed like a death wish. It will be a death wish soon, I could feel the presence of the shadows moving nearer, their eyes gleaming, waiting for the chance to strike, I had lost the will to fight. I would just lie willingly on the floor as they tore the raw flesh from my feeble bones. I would enjoy the sensation of dying, knowing that I could no longer be a burden to this world.
screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you,
I walked on further, each step a huge effort. My limbs ached, being bruised through and through. It was worth it though, to see you one last time, even if it didn't go as planned. I sighed. Why didn't I just throw myself into the shadows now? It would be easier, and quicker, but something told me to carry on, there was hope near the end of this path. I dragged my feet on further, panting from the effort and lack of oxygen in the place. Until I could bear it no longer.
but you still won't hear me.
I flopped to the floor and held my face in my hands, feeling the scars and lines that woe has cast upon me. I can't recall how long I sat for in that tunnel, hoping to hear your voice, pleading for it to come, but the silence was deafening and that was all I could hear. Before I could give up completely, I did hear something. The sweeping sound of wings. I raised my pathetic head and saw a lone white dove circling above me. I held out my arm, ready for it to land. I watched it's grace and beauty as it softly landed on my arm, it's claws slightly digging into my arm, it felt blissful in comparison to the gashes that marred my arm.
I don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
The dove looked at me for a second, then began edging it's way along my arm, to my shoulder and nuzzled into my neck. I was too much at peace to notice the shadows creeping up behind me, they encircled where I was sitting, gradually crawling closer and closer. Their claws bared maliciously and snarling. I sat in a daze, I suppose you could liken it to when you are about to die and memories from your life flash before your eyes. I saw my child hood, exploring the island, sunbathing, building sand castles, I saw my early teens, the gummi ship, Kairi, lots of friendly faces. Then I saw yesterday.
Kneeling on the floor, with you in my arms, your beautiful hair caked with blood and dirt, the wound on your chest seeping with crimson, the pained look in your eyes. It was too much, I began to sob. You raised your hand to my cheek and gave a weak smile
"Don't cry, please Sora?" He pleaded, looking into my sapphire eyes with his own emerald ones. I nodded, wiping tears from my face. There was a long pause, "Goodbye..." His eyes welled up with tears and I bent down and kissed him for the last time.
"I love you," I said simply, watching Riku slip slowly away from me, a small smile escaped his lips to show me that he understood, but then he was gone, I felt his hand fall away from my face and I cried, even though I knew it would annoy him if he was still here. I don't know when I stopped crying, because all I remember is ending up here.
maybe I'll wake up for once
The flashbacks stopped abruptly as a sword was thrust through my back. It slid through, sticking out of my chest, blood pouring over my clothes and to the ground, it stained my hands and nails as I feebly tried to pull the sword out. The dove flew upwards, startled. I could feel my vision going foggy, I knew my life was slipping away. 'I'll see you soon' I thought.
My chin was being lifted up and I raised my eyes from the floor to see who it was that relieved me from this world. It was the one who had killed Riku. My insides filled with hate as my life came to an end. I hate that bastard...
Ansem.
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Yeah, so please tell me what you think etc. So that I know whether there is any point in me writing this sort of story again.
xxx One-winged Pegasus xxxx
Disclaimer- I don't own Kingdom hearts, nor will I ever own it for that matter. I also don't own the lyrics to 'Going Under' by Evanescence.
This is just a one-off story, but I would appreciate feed back etc. so maybe I can try writing some more like this...maybe.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Tortured.
It was hopeless. I stood in the middle of the path, staring at the ground. My weapon fell from my hand and dropped to the ground. I didn't bother to pick it up, it was pointless trying to fight in the state that I am in. I was going to be stuck here, but there was no point in taking a weapon with me. I had no intention of staying here, or any other place in this intolerable world, without you. I feel so pitiful, so meaningless, I couldn't save you.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
I stumbled down the path, dragging my feet along the ground, panting. I glanced behind me, shadows were watching me from every direction. Their steely glares piercing through my skin. I felt naked underneath their stony stares. They knew I was weak, they could see it in my eyes, as they watched the floor and they could see it in the way I was walking so slowly because of my countless wounds.
50 thousand tears I've cried
How did I get to this situation, since when had I been this careless? I had lost the support of my friends, in fact all hope was lost now, walking down a long, winding road with no light at the end of it. It almost seemed like a death wish. It will be a death wish soon, I could feel the presence of the shadows moving nearer, their eyes gleaming, waiting for the chance to strike, I had lost the will to fight. I would just lie willingly on the floor as they tore the raw flesh from my feeble bones. I would enjoy the sensation of dying, knowing that I could no longer be a burden to this world.
screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you,
I walked on further, each step a huge effort. My limbs ached, being bruised through and through. It was worth it though, to see you one last time, even if it didn't go as planned. I sighed. Why didn't I just throw myself into the shadows now? It would be easier, and quicker, but something told me to carry on, there was hope near the end of this path. I dragged my feet on further, panting from the effort and lack of oxygen in the place. Until I could bear it no longer.
but you still won't hear me.
I flopped to the floor and held my face in my hands, feeling the scars and lines that woe has cast upon me. I can't recall how long I sat for in that tunnel, hoping to hear your voice, pleading for it to come, but the silence was deafening and that was all I could hear. Before I could give up completely, I did hear something. The sweeping sound of wings. I raised my pathetic head and saw a lone white dove circling above me. I held out my arm, ready for it to land. I watched it's grace and beauty as it softly landed on my arm, it's claws slightly digging into my arm, it felt blissful in comparison to the gashes that marred my arm.
I don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
The dove looked at me for a second, then began edging it's way along my arm, to my shoulder and nuzzled into my neck. I was too much at peace to notice the shadows creeping up behind me, they encircled where I was sitting, gradually crawling closer and closer. Their claws bared maliciously and snarling. I sat in a daze, I suppose you could liken it to when you are about to die and memories from your life flash before your eyes. I saw my child hood, exploring the island, sunbathing, building sand castles, I saw my early teens, the gummi ship, Kairi, lots of friendly faces. Then I saw yesterday.
Kneeling on the floor, with you in my arms, your beautiful hair caked with blood and dirt, the wound on your chest seeping with crimson, the pained look in your eyes. It was too much, I began to sob. You raised your hand to my cheek and gave a weak smile
"Don't cry, please Sora?" He pleaded, looking into my sapphire eyes with his own emerald ones. I nodded, wiping tears from my face. There was a long pause, "Goodbye..." His eyes welled up with tears and I bent down and kissed him for the last time.
"I love you," I said simply, watching Riku slip slowly away from me, a small smile escaped his lips to show me that he understood, but then he was gone, I felt his hand fall away from my face and I cried, even though I knew it would annoy him if he was still here. I don't know when I stopped crying, because all I remember is ending up here.
maybe I'll wake up for once
The flashbacks stopped abruptly as a sword was thrust through my back. It slid through, sticking out of my chest, blood pouring over my clothes and to the ground, it stained my hands and nails as I feebly tried to pull the sword out. The dove flew upwards, startled. I could feel my vision going foggy, I knew my life was slipping away. 'I'll see you soon' I thought.
My chin was being lifted up and I raised my eyes from the floor to see who it was that relieved me from this world. It was the one who had killed Riku. My insides filled with hate as my life came to an end. I hate that bastard...
Ansem.
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Yeah, so please tell me what you think etc. So that I know whether there is any point in me writing this sort of story again.
xxx One-winged Pegasus xxxx