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Summary:
After being alone for over 300 years, Bella moves to Forks and begins working as a doctor. When Bella was human she had a twin brother and they were very close, but he went missing and was presumed dead. But when Bella bumps into Esme, she is invited to Esme's home only to meet some one unexcepted from her past, and some one who may play a large roll in her future. She holds a dark secret and because of it will this tear apart her new found happiness or will it tear it apart? __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Prologe I have been alone since I was a new born, abandoned in the woods by my creator and left to fend for myself. I watched the humans I had once called friends get married, have children and die while I stood watching, unchanged.

The only thing that actually kept me sane was my drawing. Drawing of how things changed, from now in America to things I had seen and witnessed in various places.

My human memories weren't as fuzzy as they were for other vampires. I could clearly remember most of what happened in my human life, I could mainly remember faces and places. Voices were very faint but other things are harder to remember than others but my memory was still could. My vampire memories are of course more vivid and I could remember every last detail from them.

I have no mate, I have no coven, I'm alone. By myself to wander the world and see things that I've already seen before.

There are times I wonder what my life would have been like had I not been changed. But each time it doesn't have the same appeal. But then again, if I were a human I wouldn't be the way I am now.

My powers(gifts), are those that are hard to comprehend. I have both a mental and physical sheild, I could make a small ball of force inside ones body and make them feel the worst pain imaginable by breaking each bone in their body before making them blow up. I can make you see your greatest sins and force you to feel the pain you inflicted on any victim, I'm practically a walking talking weapon.

I'm tracked down for my gifts and often have to fight for my life, it's not a life I had looked forward to.

I hate and love being a vampire, all I can see is the negative about being a vampire and very little of the good, maybe one day I'll be able to see all the good and little of the bad.

Things are still a mistery to me, maybe one day I will further my already vast knowledge.