Ya, you could call me a badass, player, whatever. It was a "perfect fit" description for someone like me, tall, dark, and handsome. Smoking hot, with motorcycle, sports car, and all the girls in the world. Ya, I guess life was pretty sick. I'm not one to brag, matter of fact I'm a man of few words most times, but I have pretty much everything going for me. And I'm only going on 18.
Wrong, life sucks.
Despite al this, my life is really a load of crap. Only a handful of my friends are really friends, both my parents are dead, my sister's blind, I'm owned by some crap ass academy that uses me, and the only love I have will only love me on a bed, not in life or for it- not that I have much of a problem with that really.
For me, life was a tired act where nothing happened. It only repeats over and over and over. Go out with friends, sleep with girl(s), go to school, go on mission, go to work- repeat- go out with friends, sleep with girl(s), go to school, go on mission, go to work- repeat- you get the point.
The worst thing was that I couldn't even pin point the source of my… problem. Ya there was all those things I listed earlier, but I'd already come to terms with all that stuff, and balanced it out with all the things I got going for me. It's not stress from school or my job, no; it was definitely not my job! Duh Mr. Godly-i.e. myself- was a hugely sought-after and famous model. All I did was pose, smile, and wave, and sex- k lets stop there.
My current muse was… pretty good I guess. No real complaints there.
Still, life's dull. It's just like going through the motions. No real happenings. Ruka doesn't get it anymore so I can't even talk it out with him. He's got a girl, that creepy friggen' Imai. They are sooo in it, and never getting out. He was even allowed to fast track school and everything, has his dream job too. The only reason he still attends school is for me. I'd kill to have his perfect life.
This may sound cheesy, and really out of character for me, but this is the story of how I got that.