Through The Looking Glass

Chapter One

Harry

A green eyed boy sat in his room stareing at the blank wall in front of him. He was so locked in his thoughs that he di dnot even move a inch when the stom out side growled with rage. No one knew what this feel like, they did not no wha it felt like to me nothing. The death, the death that hunted all his life was starting to way on his shoulders. He had killed his parents he had killed one of his fellow classmates her had killed his godfather the only real person he had really cared for and loved. He has killed them al he was a murder. His hands where stainded with blood at the young age of 14, wait even before that one years old and he had killed two people.

Green eyes moved over to is closet he loold at his refletion.His eyes the color of his past the green that hunted his dreams. Black hair was long down his back, he was pale he had not seen the light of day in a long time.His eyes flicked up to his scar that small lighting blot that was is cures.His eyes clouded with rage, why him he did not want this he want a noraml family noraml friends to me normal that is all he wanted. His was a pawn his friends did not care of him at all he was there little golden boy that was it.

He was all alone he could trust know one but his self .BAMM! He blinked he had punched his own he refletion he looked down at his hand it was bleeding form a slash on his kuckles. He feelt better, he feel clam! He slid to the floor looking at his hand. He had no one to love him to take care of him he was all alone. His godfather was the only one who loved him and was there for him god he missed him. His godfather would of underdtood why he wore a mask he wanted to some one to love him so by acting like the golden boy he tought they would love. But they did not love him they love the golden boy he hated the golden boy dispized him.

What was he to do he was chained there was nothing he could do he was only 16 what could he do.Make the pain go away.. make it go away you could be with your godfather again. That is what you want right to be with him again.No one would care that you left your friends are only there cuz you are ther little gloden boy. Just make the pain go away you know how youcan do did it.

He looked at the fallen pices of glass that way all over the floor. Could he do could he make the pain go away he needed the pain to go away it was killing him.On one would care he could be free with his godfather. God he wanted to see him again he missed him soo much all he wanted was love, when he had it,it was taken from him. Just like every thing.

He reached over and grabed a pice of the glass he looked at it, do it make it go away!

He rasied his arm looked at the pale flesh, with a a slash the glass slashed his arm long and deep.

Blood spilled around him, his was getting lite headed the darkness seemd to come around him.

Then he heard a shout some one was calling his name

"HARRY"

He looked up at the person in front of him and smlied before the darkness to him.

"Moony"

Never Enough

Life's been sucked out of me, and this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, again I said this would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery ...
Expression, stimulation, hollow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Now everything's okay, there's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way
Somebody kick me in the face ...
Now something's wrong with me, I'm bleeding profusely
And this seems natural to me I fck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
What I got (x4)

I feel as if I'm running back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me, and I say nothing
Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings, eternal, my heart is yours
I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running
RUN!!!!!

Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got? Never enough, never enough
Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

The end for now...