ohayou gozaimasu again people! another very early morning drabble and this time, i will not be sad by the time it finishes! it's a promise! anyways, this is sort of a response to sasuke's drabble (i admire him). this is from naruto's point of view. again, this piece was flippantly penned. i hope you like it! try reading 'I Admire Him' first...but it doesn't matter either way..i think it'll be more understandable though..but whatever. please leave a review!
DISCLAIMER: i don't own naruto. and i'm broke, so you ain't gonna get anything even if you sue me. bwahahahaha. (do the don kanonji sign!)
On with teh drabble!
Everyone admires him. I wonder how it feels, to be loved so much by such a multitude. I know that he feels solitude too, but at least the villagers don't hate him. They see him as a genius, a skilled ninja, the last remaining survivor of the honorable Uchiha clan. They don't think that he is horrible, and he doesn't need a destructive fox sealed inside him to be so strong. His moves seem so effortless, and the way he acts looks so flawlessly...Sasuke.
He makes me feel so weak. Yes, I lied to Sakura-chan. I told her that I see myself as his equal. But I know deep down that I'm not. Whenever I see him do something amazing, it makes me think. What if I didn't have the Kyuubi with me? Would I be as strong as him?
All the girls like him. And Sakura-chan is especially infatuated with him. She was the only girl I was ever interested in, and although I am not used to giving up I had to do it. This time I knew that I had to yield. I knew that her schoolgirl crush would elevate into something deeper when we reach that age where we...grow up. I've seen him break her heart so many times and even though it seems really sick, I wanted to know how it feels to reject someone. (a/n he does it to Hinata but he's not aware of it so...)
He is rich. He doesn't need to work to earn money. He merely does missions because he's a ninja and because he wants to become stronger. But truth be told,.the fortune that his whole clan left him is enough to sustain him and perhaps his future family their whole life. His leather wallet never goes flat, unlike my frog purse. Heh, I remember when Mr. Frog fell out of my pocket. He smirked at me, he thought I carried it around as a joke. I think I even heard a small chuckle. He sobered up when he found out it was my real purse though. That'll teach that teme! Hmph. (a/n imagine naruto's pouting face i.e cheeks puffed with air, arms crossed.)
Even though it's obvious, I still can't bring myself to say it out loud. I'm jealous of him. I'm jealous of his ninja skills, his social and financial status, even his looks. Yes, I admit that, although that does not make me gay. Being in a team with him definitely made me more self-conscious. I think it somehow helped me though. I'm more concerned for my health and I train harder. I also started to put in that extra little bit of time into my hair each morning, although nothing will ever make me abandon my orange clothing.
It's hard to say it, but it's time. I admire him.
I admire Uchiha Sasuke.
I didn't know how to end it so I ended it like that. What do you think? Like it? Hate it? Want to kill me for writing it? Please review.
EUREKA! I figured out that writing out drabbles is the long awaited cure for my insomnia! YATTA! so anyways, I became sleepy so oyasumi to one and all. LOL (rhymes!)
um...i think there could be a bit more drabbles coming. could be a mini-oneshot-series. I MIGHT even start a fic, if someone would help me write it. so yeah. contact me if you're interested. nitey noite!