I posted this one before... but
nobody reviewed so I'm guessing it wasn't too appealing, and so I
took it away, and now it's back.. I don't know what you would
categorize this as... romance? Angst? Stupid?
Do I own Gundam Wing? Now that you
mention it... no, I don't. If I did, there would actually be real
relationships and not those subtle ones that fan speculation have
created.
Memories Of A Broken Future
The howling wind lifted the
colorless leaves from the dry grass, scattering them across
the sky, softly fluttering back to the warm ground in comparison
to the cool air. The trees whispered to each other as the wind
passed through them, telling of the cold and the wind. No one
really heard anything but the leaves rustling.
To the six people standing in the
somber location, there was no sound. No... nothing. The sun
wasn't beating rays of heat on their bodies, the sharp gust
wasn't biting at the skin that was exposed. They stood, their
faces downcast but still staring at the large stone slabs.
How could you miss them? The
markers were about 4 feet tall each, and a dark shade of gray
which stood out in contrast to the light grays of other markers.
Large letters were inscribed on them, enclosing the names and
messages for the dead. No one really knew why they were still
standing there, and in that weather no less. The funeral for the
two men had ended over an hour ago, but they stood there
immobile.
The two women of the group
couldn't bring themselves to go anywhere. They were stuck, drawn
to the places where their loved ones were so recently buried.
Both of them were so young... but they were gone. Tears were void
on their faces, and if there were any, the wind wiped them off.
Long, lightly tinted hair waved
around wildly, but the young woman did nothing to pull it back.
Those were the emotions going on inside of her, confusion,
sadness, angst... just a palette of feelings, each ones
covering her heart with a different hue. She didn't know what to
think anymore... he was her strength as much as he denied it, she
was not strong without him.
Now all that was left of her was a
body, with a heart, albeit broken one. Her love, her soul, those
were gone, buried into the ground with him. But, her face
betrayed nothing that was going on inside, and any stranger would
think she didn't care at all. Those around her knew for a fact
that wasn't true.
A taller, older though not much
older woman stood next to her. Her short dark hair was messy, and
her long bangs hung over one eye, but the wind blew it in and out
of her vision. She never cried. She couldn't cry.
Soldiers weren't suppose to be sad, or feel anything at
all. She berated herself mentally, shaking her head
back and forth, she was no longer a soldier, just a torn woman
with no one left to love.
Four young men watched silently as
the women stood in front of the graves of their loved ones. None
knew what to say to shed some cheer in the moment, mainly because
there wasn't anything to make anyone happier. Each one of them
blamed themselves for the deaths of the two men, but none were
really at fault. There was nothing for them to do now wonder what
if...
Both women walked up to the grave,
closer than they were before and stared, then payed their
respects to the grave next to it. It was getting colder as the
day grew older, and they all knew that they would have to leave
soon. Neither woman really wanted to. The way they saw it, better
to freeze to death and be with someone they love than to keep on
living. However, they were aware that the four men wouldn't let
them stay out.
The slabs were darkened by the
lack of light making it hard to read the messages. It wasn't a
problem for the two women, they knew what each of them said by
heart. The words were repeating themselves over and over in their
heads. The older woman gave a small, sad smile remembering a
story she was told when she was young... before the war... before
her family was killed, the people she loved, and the last person
remaining, dead too.
A long time ago, the angels grew
jealous of humans because of how productive they became. To
punish them, the angels divided all humans in two.
Since then, humans were doomed to
roam the earth, miserable, searching for their other half-- or
their one true love to be whole again. Some never did in their
lifetime. They did, but unfortunantly for the two of them, their
other half was dead. They could never be whole, and nobody could
replace that other half. They received the worst punsihment
possible-- doomed to live the rest of their lives with one half
missing, not because they couldn't find them, but because they
were gone.
Once I started to write this, I
wondered... why did I come up with that title... it doesn't
really fit with the story... oh well it sounds good, so I kept
it. Oi, how would you categorize that? Yup, it was real short,
but I can't write long sad stories... I'm surprised I even
wrote a sad story. That story I wrote about is really a
Norse legend. I might not have wrote it accurately, but there's
the basis of it. Pleeease tell me what you think!! Please?