Summary AU Bella moves to Forks when she's a Junior in High school and shes meets Two guys that she falls desperately in love for in this story Jake is a Senior in highschool ( still a were wolf) while Edward is " 5 years" older then Bella (still a vampire) and lets just say they meet through a random chat room ExB & JxB I love love triangles

Disclaimer I'm not worthy to own any of Meyers characters

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Prologue

"No"

Was all I wanted to say but I felt myself too numb from fear. I felt myself so numb that I couldn't move or even think. All I wanted to say was "No" as this man that I thought I knew kissed my neck. I put my hand on the back of his head in a pathetic attempt to grab his attention.

"Jake"

I managed to shake out weakly, instead of stopping he took it as a sign of pleasure and started to nibble at my neck harder and I felt his hand start to rub my legs trying to get me in the "mood". The word "No" still flashing in my mind I hardly noticed that his hand started to work at the top of my pants. Then suddenly he stopped.

'Did he think that we had gone too far?'

But then I noticed that he was still on top of me his hands playing with my belt buckle.

"Damn it Bella. Why the hell did you wear a belt buckle?"

He started to laugh uneasily but I could still hear the lust in his voice. That's when I realized that a difficult belt buckle wasn't going to stop Jacob Black from getting the one thing that he wanted most from me. I decided to stay silent as he fiddled with my rebellious belt buckle. A few moment later I felt him start to take off my pants and I could feel myself starting to panic all I wanted to do was yell stop but I was afraid and my voice seemed to not want to be heard.

I could feel Jake now fiddling with my underwear. His hands are now moving at a slower and more cautious pas

'Is he unsure of himself now or worse is he trying to saver the moment.'

His hands were now soft and caring it almost made me believe that Jake really did love me but from what Edward told me that day behind the school Jake wanted nothing but my body but now as I lay here all I can think is

'Why am I here?'

I can feel my underwear off of me my lower half is completely exposed , I feel like I should cover myself up my hand then reflexes and tries to shield my entrance but Jacob was quick and moved my hand. I looked down though my brain didn't want to know what was happening my damned eyes wanted to see Jacob's expression.

It was then that I realized he was bear too 'Oh no, Jacob you can't be serious.' My mind was making sense but my mouth just couldn't speak. Suddenly I see Jacob start to shift he was trying to find a possession to get inside me.

'No! No! I don't want this! I don't want it to be like this!' my mind shouted what my mouth wouldn't dare speak. I look up at Jacobs face my eyes trying to tell him to stop. I expected to meet lustful eyes but instead his expression was a mix of lust, anxiety, and anger. 'Why is his expression like this? What happened?' I look down and realize that my hand involuntarily did what my brain wanted it to. My hand was on his stomach in a way that he couldn't push into the intended target.

"Move your hand."

His voice wasn't gentle it was full of lust that frightened me even more and all I could do was think

'What am I doing?'