Hey young blood
Doesn't it feel like our time is running out?
I'm gonna change you like a remix
Then I'll raise you like a phoenix
You're wearing our vintage misery
No, I think it looked a little better on me
I'm gonna change you like a remix
Then I'll raise you like a phoenix
Fall Out Boy: Phoenix
Memory. That's an important part of your life, right? Without your memory you don't know who you are or anything about yourself really. Without it you have no idea what made you, you.
What if you lost your memory? How would you deal with the fact that you didn't know those people who are close to you? Who is part of your family? Do you have siblings? A girlfriend, perhaps? What makes you love them?
When you don't even know what your own favorite food is? Or anything really, except the really ordinary things; like how to walk and talk?
You do? Then you must know how I felt. I had no idea who I am or where I was standing right now.
I took a deep breath, but then I remembered that I don't need to breathe. I was a vampire and it's kind of weird that I didn't forget that when I got my memory loss, right? I guess you had to remember what species you were…
I was so lost in my own thoughts, that I didn't feel anyone close to me until this someone pumps into me. I looked down to the girl I had my hand around, because if I didn't she would've fallen to the ground.
This girl was just beautiful. I just had no other words for describing her. She had blonde hair that could have been kissed by the sun itself. Not to mention her brown eyes and they weren't boring like brown eyes usually are. She also smelled just fantastic but I won't eat her. That I swear.
She was wearing a rose print sun dress which suited perfectly for her body. It was like the dress was made for her. She was also wearing floral heart necklace which fit perfectly for her and was almost the same shade as her dress.
"I'm so, so sorry," the girl told me after I helped her up to her feet.
"It's OK," I replied to the clumsy girl. It was such a weird thing to hear yourself talk to the first time ever. Sure I must have talked before my memory loss, but I don't remember it. I have only heard myself speak in my own head.
"I swear I didn't see you," she said to me and I smiled at her.
"Like I said it's okay," I assured her.
"What are you doing here at night anyway? And my name is Sookie Stackhouse by the way. This is my property."
"Oh," was all I stated to her.
"So…?"
"Hmm?" I wondered. What did she ask me again?
"What are you doing here? In my property…?" She asked me.
"Right… Truth to be told I don't know," I told her honestly, because it was the truth.
"You don't know?" She asked in disbelief.
"No. I don't really know anything, honestly," I told Sookie.
"Nothing? Nothing at all?" She asked me shocked.
"Nothing at all…" I confirmed.
"That's so weird! And I can't even hear you…" she said quietly but I still heard her perfectly.
"What do you mean you can't hear me? We have been talking…" I asked her confused.
"I mean…I hear you, but I can't hear you!" she told me and closed her eyes. I stayed quiet and just observed her until she opened those wonderful brown eyes again.
"Like in here," she informed me and showed her temple with her forefinger.
"I don't think you're supposed to hear me… in there. I may have memory loss, but I'm pretty sure people don't hear each other's thoughts. I'm not human myself, so I'm not sure… but I'm pretty sure they're not supposed to…"
"Well," she said and then laughed awkwardly. "I usually can but… I can't with you. It makes it really hard for me to talk to other people, as I hear everything they think about."
"I see that… that might make it difficult…" I said so quietly that I guess she barely heard what I said.
"So what are you?" She asked me intrigued. "I mean you said that you weren't human and truthfully… you kind of glow."
"I do?" I wondered aloud.
"You do," she admitted.
"Promise not to be scared of me?" I mean she was the first person I talked to after getting my amnesia and she was really nice. I really wanted her to help me and maybe spend more time with me.
"I'm a vampire," I told her and waited for her reaction for my answer. I really, really hoped that she wasn't scared of me.
"Really?" she asked all exited and I was numb. This wasn't what I was waiting her reaction to be. I kind of expected her to run and scream 'monster!'
But I'm glad this was her reaction and not the screaming and running away from me.
"Yes…" I told her unsurely.
"I've wanted to meet one since… you came out few years ago," she told me honestly.
"Came out?" I asked her.
"Oh right! Because you don't remember… Vampires have revealed themselves to the world. They did it few years ago when some in Japan or somewhere created synthetic blood so you guys could live with us without you know… feeding and killing us to the dead," she explained to me.
"Vampires really came out?" I wondered aloud again.
"Yes and this might be really confusing to you," she said sympathetically. "But I promise to help you…If you promise not to bite me."
"Done," I promised her and I intend to keep that promise. "What will we do now?"
"Follow me," she told me and walked to her front porch. I followed her and she opened her front door. I was going to follow her to her home, but I couldn't.
"What are you doing?" she asked me.
"I can't come in," I told her honestly.
"And why not?"
"I'm not really sure… It's like there's this invisible force stopping me or something," I tried to explain to her.
"Do you think that, that myth is true? That you have to be invited in?" she wondered aloud.
"Perhaps," I replied. I really didn't know how this vampire thing works.
"Well then… Would you please come in?" she asked me, smiling widely and I smiled back at her. I tried to enter her home again and this time it worked. I stood in her house now.
"Do you know what we should do?"
"I will call to the Fangtasia, OK?"
"What's Fangtasia?" I wondered aloud.
"It's a vampire bar here at Louisiana, so I think they could help. Unless you have better Ideas?" she asked me, but we both knew that I did not.
"Have you ever been there?" I asked her.
"No. I've just heard people thinking some Viking there. He's called Eric, if I remember right," she informed me.
"Make the call," I told her. I might not know this Eric character but perhaps he could help me even if it was only with being a vampire. He must be really old, because Sookie called her Viking.
Let's hope that he can help me. If not… at least I tried.
N/A: Look a new story! :D
This one will be different. Sookie is on 22- years old but has lost everyone except Jason, his brother. Also vampires have come out already. I'm not sure yet if I'm bringing Bill or let alone Sophie-Ann to this story because I had them on my last story… But tell me what you think!
Poor Godric has lost his memories! What do you think happened to him?
What do you think of the start of my new Godric/Sookie story? GOOD OR BAD? Thoughts? REVIEW!
You can see clothes & stuff here: jamsu95/telepath-for-the-rescue/
