Author Notes: One of My sad and deeper, fics. I dedicate this fic to
my muse Chiriko. I dedicate this to Christie willows and Purr.
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Chapter one- Death was never sweeter
I know I know I've let you down
Usagi frowned slightly at the sight before her, never in her life did she think she would ever fail this mission. Fail him, but she did and now she had a decision to make. A horrible decision, she smiled sadly.
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could Live for no one else
She didn't like this feeling at all it was so dead and empty. She felt like a body without a soul. A dead soul couldn't survive anymore. She only lived because of him he was the reason.
She got hurt and suffered four years of training for him. All those years were now going to waste, she fought in the war for nothing.
But now through all the hurt and pain Its time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything
She watched him all night basking in the warmth of his friends, just sitting among them. His mission was over now, but to him it will always be there.
To protect Relena Peacecraf he did love her, she could tell by the way he acted. Even if he did deny it all.
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing
I could do is end it all and leave forever
She felt the coldness of her gun the gun she used to kill. It was the same gun he gave her, she gripped it tight. And closed her eyes tight.
She gripped the trigger and pulled. The sound of a shot rang through the room.
What's done is done, It feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad I'll never love again my world is ending
Even through all the pain she felt some warming memories came to her. Memories they would only have of her. The first time she met duo, and how alone she was before that.
Or when she shot wufei to keep him from running.
I wish that I could turn back time Cuz now the guilt is all mine Can't live without the trust from the one's you love. I know we can't forget the past you can't forget love and pride
The wars she fought. All the blood spilled on her hands. They were her problems alone. She would never put it on anyone else's shoulders. She wished she could go back to before then, before she killed herself.
Because of that it's killing me inside
Hiiro Yuy the only guy she loved. But she knew she could never have him now Because, he was important to everyone.
I know that I called never love again I've lost everything Everything that matters to me, matter in this world
It all returns to nothing, It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, Letting me down.
Chapter one- Death was never sweeter
I know I know I've let you down
Usagi frowned slightly at the sight before her, never in her life did she think she would ever fail this mission. Fail him, but she did and now she had a decision to make. A horrible decision, she smiled sadly.
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could Live for no one else
She didn't like this feeling at all it was so dead and empty. She felt like a body without a soul. A dead soul couldn't survive anymore. She only lived because of him he was the reason.
She got hurt and suffered four years of training for him. All those years were now going to waste, she fought in the war for nothing.
But now through all the hurt and pain Its time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything
She watched him all night basking in the warmth of his friends, just sitting among them. His mission was over now, but to him it will always be there.
To protect Relena Peacecraf he did love her, she could tell by the way he acted. Even if he did deny it all.
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing
I could do is end it all and leave forever
She felt the coldness of her gun the gun she used to kill. It was the same gun he gave her, she gripped it tight. And closed her eyes tight.
She gripped the trigger and pulled. The sound of a shot rang through the room.
What's done is done, It feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad I'll never love again my world is ending
Even through all the pain she felt some warming memories came to her. Memories they would only have of her. The first time she met duo, and how alone she was before that.
Or when she shot wufei to keep him from running.
I wish that I could turn back time Cuz now the guilt is all mine Can't live without the trust from the one's you love. I know we can't forget the past you can't forget love and pride
The wars she fought. All the blood spilled on her hands. They were her problems alone. She would never put it on anyone else's shoulders. She wished she could go back to before then, before she killed herself.
Because of that it's killing me inside
Hiiro Yuy the only guy she loved. But she knew she could never have him now Because, he was important to everyone.
I know that I called never love again I've lost everything Everything that matters to me, matter in this world
It all returns to nothing, It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, Letting me down.