Have you ever?
Have you ever gone against everything you believed in?
What you have fought for so fiercely to protect?
That you stand for?
Knowing that everybody is against you, even your friends?
Have you ever found yourself in love with someone you shouldn't?
Knowing that it's absolutely not going to work?
But you can't stop thinking about him?
That loving him will only bring pain and suffering?
Have you ever just wished that little voice in your head would be quite?
Telling you that he can't change and will not change?
That this is his past, present and future?
But you know it's not true?
Have you ever looked into his eyes hoping to see him feel the same way you do?
That he can see how much you love him?
That you don't care about his past?
That you both can face the world together and it will be ok?
But you don't dare to look at him right now; afraid of what you might see.
You lift your head; look into his icy grey eyes and seeing the battle raging inside of him.
Struggling, fighting.
You can't let go, won't back down, fight for what you believe in.
Knowing, feeling that it's right.
Just for that one chance that he might love you too.