this is based on two songs by katy perry.

Not like the movies

Please read its rather short, thank you!

James and Lily had been together for two years now, they were out of Hogwarts and in a very peaceful relationship. living together actually.

One night while having dinner out, James purposed. Lily said yes, he slipped the silver band on her finger. "I love you Lily." he said. "I love you too," she said.

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.

The news spread quickly, everyone was invited to the wedding, it would be in six months. Lily was making wedding plans with her mother.
She was trying on wedding gowns one day, she stepped in front of the mirror. "You really found the one," her mother smiled at her.

It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.

Lily looked down at the silver band, she sighed. This is what every girl wanted? a gorgeous husband, a beautiful gown. She wondered what was wrong with her, why didn't she feel as happy as her friends and family.

They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

Lily was with her brides maids, getting ready for her wedding. She took a look in the mirror, feeling ashamed.
Her best friend stood behind her, "Your so lucky to have found the one." Lily smiled at her, unsure.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.

Lily was walking down the aisle, she saw James looking handsome. But that's all she saw, a tear rolled down her cheek.
She didn't have the feeling she had always dreamed of when walking down the aisle. "I'm so happy for you Lily," her father said giving her away.

If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

"I do." The words escaped her mouth. James pulled her in and kissed her, she could hear everyone clap and whistle.
Though she felt nothing. She kissed him back, only trying to not break his heart, as hers was already broken.

One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.

At the reception they were dancing, James twirling her effortlessly, she couldn't take his smile. She had to tell him.

"James," she sighed, "I have to tell you."

He smiled at her, "I already know."

Her heart stopped, "You know I-"

"Yes, I know your pregnant." he chuckled giving her another twirl.

"No James," she sighed.

Thinking of you.

It had been six months into their marriage, Lily had put on the best show she could. knowing that she could have never had what she wanted.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

Lily sat in bed, James was sleeping. She looked through old pictures. She spotted his face, his blue eyes and sandy brown hair. She looked at this smile.
They were so young here, so innocent. So stupid, she thought.

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

She remembered their last fight, she was only fifteen.

"Why are you doing this?" she cried.

"For your own good, Lily." the boy sighed. "Please I love you."

"Then don't leave me," she cried on his shoulder.

"I have to." he whispered. "Move on, give James a chance."

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

For their honeymoon, Lily couldn't bare herself. she couldn't look James in the eye. He was kissing her, undoing her gown.
Her mind strayed to the blue eyed boy, how she wondered if things would have been different. She pictured him, she kissed him and made love to him.

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Lily looked at the sleeping James, feeling terrible. For many years she imagined him as someone else. She could still feel the touch of the sandy haired boy.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go

Lily got out of bed, making tea. She began to cry silently, she felt like a failure in life. She had let him go, she had ruined someone's life.

Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Lily wrote a letter that night. She let her tears hit the page, knowing even now she couldn't turn time,
but he deserved to know how she felt even now, how much she loved him.

Dear Remus,

I know I'm writing this three years too late. But loosing you was the worst thing I ever let happen.
I think about you still till today, when you visit my heart aches with familiar pains.
I loved you so much, I'll never understand why you thought I couldn't handle your problem.
I think about you every full moon, and every other night after.

It's all too late now, I'm pregnant.

Signed, Lily.

She sent it out, returning to bed. James had awoken.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

James pulled her close to him, "What're you doing up," he said kissing her, "Come here."
She sighed, looking into his brown eyes. She bit her, pictured the blue eyes she longed to see.

Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

The lyrics are not in perfect order, i may have made it shorter, but when i hear these songs, this is what i picture.

please review and thanks for reading.