Songs of Life
Note: Not mine, just playing. Sure wish I was Shonda though. J
This is my first attempt at a fic. It will follow my own timeline, and I really need some feedback to let me know how I'm doing. Enjoy!
Chapter one: Just a Kiss- Lady Antebellum
AZ POV
Why the hell am I so nervous? It's not like Callie and I haven't gone out a couple times now, so why is tonight making me so nervous? I almost feel sick, and I have no idea why. Maybe it's the fact that since I came back from Africa, it's taken us so long to even start talking, let alone dating again. I really want this to work this time, and prove to her that I'm really in. I'm not going to leave her again. I love Calliope Torres with all my heart, and I could kick my own ass for hurting her the way I did. I still can't believe that I thought walking away from her in an airport was the best thing I could do. I've really got to chill out, since I'm on my way to get her now, and it's a two minute drive from Teddy's, where I've been staying, to what used to be my apartment. I'm hoping it soon will be again. Parking my car outside Callie's house, I take a few minutes to compose myself. I want this night to be perfect. Callie has organized out last two dates, and this is the first time she's let me take the lead. I thought long and hard, and decided to take her out to dinner, and then some dancing at our favorite club. Nothing too harrowing right? Yeah, tell that to my stomach, cuz right now I think I could vomit.
We're taking things slow this time around. We've held hands, hugged, and shared one kiss. One amazing kiss. Funny thing is, I'm totally okay with this pace. I want to communicate with Callie this time, unlike our last go-round. I've finally come to realize that not talking, not sharing our feelings and hopes, and dreams is what killed us. Now, to be given a second chance, or third as the case may be, I want to treasure it.
Finally gathering my courage, I exit my car and walk up to Calliope's door. I'm surprised when she opens the door before I can even raise my hand to knock. Seeing the look of shock on my face, she speaks first. "I was wondering when you were going to finally come to the door. I've been watching you from the window for the last ten minutes, and oh my God do you look amazing," she leaves off breathlessly. I can't help but grin at her blatant appraisal of my outfit, as her gaze sweeps up and down my body. I spent over an hour trying to decide what to wear, wanting to impress, and from her suddenly flushed face and the look of arousal now resting in her eyes, I think I've succeeded. "Thank you Calliope, you look really pretty yourself" I reply. And pretty is an understatement. She looks drop dead gorgeous. She's wearing a red dress that falls just above her knees. The neckline is scooped, showing off her amazing cleavage, and a pair of three inch heels. I suddenly feel a little under dressed in comparison. I'm wearing a blue dress, one which accentuates my eyes, and falls to mid-calf. There is a slit on both sides, that comes almost to my hip, just below where my panties sit. I topped it off with four inch heels, hoping to get closer to Callie's height, which I've now failed to do. I can't help but stare in awe at the vision in front of me, and it takes me a minute to realize she's been speaking this whole time. "Um… I'm sorry I haven't heard a word you just said" I stupidly mumble. "Well, I was saying that we could just stand here all night, or we could go enjoy our evening. As much as I enjoy you looking at me that way, I'm hungry!" Laughing, I hold out my hand for her to take. "Well I guess we better get going then" I reply.
I step back to allow her to exit the apartment, and lock the door. Holding my hand out again, I ask "Shall we?" All I get in reply is her hand grasping mine and a soft smile. I lead her to the elevator and we wait for the car to come to our floor. "So, are you going to tell me where we're going?" she asks. "Nope." I reply, "I want this evening to be special, and a surprise. Just trust me, it will be fun." We walk to my car, and I stop her before she can open the door. "Allow me" I whisper in her ear, stepping closer to her. I smile, a full out dimpled grin when I see her shiver lightly at my words in her ear. Opening the door for her, I gently help her into my car, and close her door. I rush around to the driver's side, in a slight hurry now. My slight freak out has caused us to be dangerously close to being late for our reservations.
Dinner went wonderfully, and now we are on our way to the club. I can't wait to dance with Callie. It's always been on of my favorite things to do, because let's face it, Callie Torres can move. Parking the car, I hurry around the other side to open her door for her. She smiles at me as she steps out, "Ready to get out groove on?" she says. "Can't wait" is my reply. We get inside and to my surprise, the place is really empty. This place is usually packed, and it's even a Friday night. But hey, I'm not going to complain. Less people to hit on Callie this way. I hate that it always happens, but I've gotten used to it.
Walking up to the bar, I ask Callie what she wants to drink. "Sex on the Beach" is her reply, and I turn to her with a look of shock on my face. "Um, what?" I ask. "Yeah, Bailey got me started on them. They're really good." is her answer. "Okay then" I say and turn to the bartender to give our orders. "I'll have a sex on the beach and a fuzzy naval" I say. While we wait for our drinks I watch Callie, who is intently looking around. "Something wrong?" I ask. "No" she replies, "Just surprised by how empty this place is tonight." "Me too" I answer. The bartender gives us our drinks, and we turn to find a table. Sitting there enjoying our drinks, and just being together for awhile, I'm startled when she speaks. "Would you like to dance? I love this song!" Laughing, since the song playing is Sexy Back, I nod an affirmative. Callie's taste in music has always been slightly strange, but who am I to complain when this amazing woman next to me wants to dance. She grabs my hand and leads me to the dance floor, where we spend the next several hours dancing non stop.
All too soon, it's closing time, and we head out. I'm a little sad, because I don't want this night to end, but I know it has to eventually. We make small talk on the way home, mainly just enjoying each other's company. Putting my car in park outside her building, I turn to look at her. "I've had an amazing time tonight" I say to her. "Me too" she says. I know this night has come to an end, and I sigh softly before getting out of my car. Opening her door, I hold out my hand, and she rises gracefully. Suddenly, we are very close together, and all I want to do is kiss her. "So." she says. "Yes?" I ask. I see her eyes dart to my lips, and suddenly I know she's having the same internal struggle I am. Kiss or no? I finally gather my courage and lean closer. I keep my eyes locked on hers, giving her plenty of time to back away. Licking my lips slightly, I close the remaining distance and slowly press my lips to hers. I hear her sigh quietly, before she presses her lips more insistently against mine. Our lips meld together perfectly, and I'm in awe at how well we fit together. It's like my lips were made for hers. Her arms pull me closer as she lightly slides her tongue against my lips, seeking permission to deepen our kiss. Permission I grant by opening my mouth and allowing her tongue to slide against mine.
We kiss for what seems like forever, our tongues sliding softly against each other in a soft dance of passion. I feel her hands drop from my waist to cup my ass and pull me closer. I moan softly, and slowly pull away. As much as I want to keep this going, I know in my head we shouldn't. "I don't wanna mess this thing up, I don't wanna go to far." I tell her. "Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight, just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been searching for my whole life, so let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight." I murmur. She smiles her understanding, and walks into the building. "Baby, I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight." She says as she walks into the lobby. I smile at her, and watch her walk away.
Note: I have ideas for more, but let me know what you think. Each part will be told from one person's POV, so sorry if you wanted Callie's thoughts here.