Hey guys! In this story Edward and Bella are two weeks from their wedding and Bella decides she wans to sleep with Edward before then. Will he give in to Bella's (and his) needs? What could possibly go wrong if he does? Read to find out and don't forget to Review - I really want to know what you guys think. : )

WARNING: Rated M for Sexual Content

DISCLAIMER: The characters in this story are the creation of the wonderful Stephenie Meyer... All I did was give them a sex life ; )

To Love Is To Trust

Alice was doing a great job planning the wedding, making sure that everything was perfect for her brother and me. She will be so bored after it's over, although Jasper will be ecstatic since he hasn't been able to have a conversation with her that didn't revolve around flowers or seating arrangements. I'm lucky to have such a great sister/ wedding planner, she even managed to convince Charlie to let me stay over her house for a sleepover, even though everyone was going on a hunting trip for three days, leaving Edward and me alone.

WOW! Three days just me and Edward - totally alone. Thinking this brought a smile to my face, maybe in these three days we can finally have sex? I want to and I'm ready but is he? Does he even want me in that way? What if he does and we do it? No of course we can't, Edward and his stupid boundaries... but I would not give up without a fight this time. This time I was determined to get what I wanted, after all, I have three days, anything can happen in three days and I am giving him what he wants, I am marrying him.

I was feeling less panicked about the wedding now that Charlie and Renee new about it and accepted the fact that me and Edward would be together whether they approved or not. It was harder before to be happy about something that caused the people I love pain, but everyone was happy for us, making me for the first time excited about getting married.

"What are you thinking about?" Edward whispered to me as we lay on his bed. My head rested on his perfect, muscular chest, while he held me in his arms. I lifted my head and looked into his mesmerising, gold eyes and became lost in them. His eyes are so amazing, so full of love...

I can't believe that someone so beautiful and wonderful could ever love someone like me. I am so plain and ordinary and he is so --- perfect!

"Bella? Are you ok?" Edward's husky voice snapped me from my internal conversation, he stared back at me with confusion, then I realised I still haven't answer him.

"Yeah, sorry I was distracted, what did you say?" He chuckled softly and stroked my hair away from my face, moving his hand down to my cheek. The feel of his cold touch was never something I would get used to, always so delicately gentle against my skin, leaving a hot trail that made me lose my breath.

"Breathe Bella" he whispered to me. I inhaled a jagged breath, inhaling his luscious scent and becoming dazzled. I shook my head trying to focus again. 'How does he do that?' I thought to myself while I tried to look at him without losing concentration again. He was laughing more now. I tried to hide my blushing face from him and lowered my head to his chest again.

"Why do you have to dazzle me Edward?" I pressed my face into his chest and inhaled his sweet scent. I loved the feel of my warm body pressed against his icy cold one. As if he heard my thoughts, his arms wrapped around my waist bringing my fragile body closer to his.

"It's not my fault you forgot to breathe" he buried his head in my hair, inhaling the strawberry scent he loved so much.

"So you being gorgeous as nothing to do with me forgetting how to breathe?" I questioned sarcastically.

"You are gorgeous" he whispered in my ear softly "but you don't see me forgetting to breathe" I looked up at him, my eyebrows raised with a 'are you for real?' look on my face. He looked down at me angelically, smiling his crooked smile that I love so much.

I rolled my eyes at him "Ha! Very mature Edward" he can be so annoying sometimes, in a good way.

We stayed silent for a while, holding each other. I could stay here forever, in his strong arms I felt so save. It was not easy feeling save when I was away from him, knowing that The Volturi and Victoria where out there, waiting for me. I shuddered. Thinking about this was making me feel depressed; I had to take my mind of it.

I shifted my body so I was looking directly at Edward. His eyes where closed as though he was sleeping. I began to trace his flawless features with my hand, his eyes, the faint bruise -like purple under his eyes, the straight line of his nose. I moved my hand down to his luscious lips tracing the line of them with my fingers and his lips parted under my touch. I could feel the cool breath on my fingers.

I leaned forward, wanting to taste him. Edward opened his eyes, locking them with mine, we were inches apart now. I removed my fingers from his lips. My heart was beating faster against my chest as I felt his icy breath on my hot lips. Placing my hand on the collar of his shirt I pulled him down to me, closing the small gap between us and pressed my lips to his, kissing him softly.

His fingers wove themselves into my hair deepening the kiss. He was kissing me with passion, his lips moving eagerly with mine and I kissed him harder, wanting more, needing more of him. Edward placed his free hand on my waist, pulling me closer to him, he rolled on top of me gently, pressing my back against the bed, pinning me beneath him. I gasped at his action, loving the feel of his body pressed against mine. I knew we had crossed his boundaries and that any minute now he would pull away from me, leaving me craving his touch more than ever before. I decided to risk it.

My fingers knotted in his bronze, messy hair, I continued to kiss him with all the love and passion that I feel for him. I licked his bottom lip, loving the taste of him on my tongue and grazed my teeth over it, biting it softly. Edward groaned against my lips, kissing me hard and deep, he grasped my hands from his hair, lacing his fingers between mine and placed our hands on each side of my head, pressing them into the mattress.

My body was going insane, my heartbeat beating faster than ever before and even with Edward's cold body on top of mine I felt my body get warmer with every kiss and touch that we shared. My head was spinning. I was breathing hard and fast as his lips moved to my neck, licking and nibbling it gently. A gasp escaped my lips as he began to such on my neck; I bent my head back giving him more access to my neck, craving his touch.

This is everything that I have always wanted, all the boundaries gone. But I needed more... I wanted him more, more than I have ever wanted anything in my life.

I lifted my head and moved my lips to his ear, gently stroking it with my tongue. He moaned against my neck, his breath tickling my skin. Knowing that he liked what we were doing made me feel confident, maybe this was a good time tell him what I have been trying to tell him ever since I fell in love with him. "Edward?" my voice was a whisper against his ear.

"Hmm" he murmured back as he continued to kiss my neck and jaw.

I began to blush as I realised was I was about to tell him. "Make love to me" I murmured against his ear breathlessly, gently grazing his lobe with my teeth.

Edward tensed above me, his kisses seaced as he grasped what I had just asked him, he rolled of my body, laying next to me with a long sigh.

We lay there, our breaths relaxing into normal rhythms. Edward not responding to what I had said sent my stomach twisting painfully. I was too scared to look at him for fear of what I would see. I knew I had pushed him more that I should have, but if he can't handle it then why kiss me in such a way? Was playing with my emotions a game to him?

"Are you angry with me?" I needed to know how he felt no matter what those feelings might be.

Edward was silent next to me, I decided to risk it and look at him. He lay there staring at the ceiling, his face expressionless.

I was pushing back tears as I realised what the problem was. "What is the point kissing me like that Edward" I tried to keep my voice from braking "if you don't want me?" I closed my eyes willing myself not to show him how much I was hurting.

I felt his hand on my cheek, his thumb stroking reassuringly against my skin. "How can you think that Bella?" he sounded angry, I kept my eyes closed. "You know I love you... you know why we can't." He moved closer to me, resting his head on my pillow, "I don't want to hurt you Bella" he whispered. I opened my eyes and sighed at his excuse.

"God Edward!" I was angry now "Every time you push me away you hurt me... Just because you don't bite me and drink my blood it doesn't mean that it hurts any less." I pulled away from him leaving a gap between us again.

He kept his eyes on me and I could see the pain in them as he processed what I had told him. "You have no idea what you are asking Bella" the sadness in his voice made me feel guilty for telling the truth but I wanted him to know how he made me feel every time that we where together.

"I love you Edward... enough to trust you with my life. I know that you would never hurt me" I rolled on my side facing him, he had his eyes closed, taking in my words. I placed my hand on his cold, soft cheek, stoking it with my fingers "you need to trust yourself too."

My hand moved to his lips, stroking them tenderly "I love you...I want you" I whispered to him seductively, I traced the line of his jaw with my fingers, then his neck until my hand rested on his chest, he kept his eyes closed "I want your body" I continued, he began to breathe deeper, my hand trailed down lower, past his hard stomach to the slight bulge in his pants grabbing his manhood gently "I want you inside me Edward" He moaned roughly, the sound of him causing the sensation between my legs to intensify, making me wet and growing my need for him.

In a flash, Edward was no longer next to me, my hand lay where his body had been two seconds ago. Damn I was so close.

"Fuck Bella!" I looked around the room, squinting in the darkness at the direction where his rough voice came from. He was facing the wall with his arms pressed against it; he was breathing faster now.

"Are you crazy? Do you have a death wish or something?" he shouted at me as he continued to face the wall. I sighed, standing from the bed and walked towards him "if I die then I won't be with you anymore so no, I don't have a death wish." I answered calmly and wrapped my arms around his waist, he froze under my touch.

"I think you should go to sleep now" it sounded more like a command than a suggestion.

He is so stubborn. "I think you should stop being a coward and face me Edward" I pressed my forehead against his back, inhaling his delicious sent.

"Stop pushing me away" I said desperately in a low voice. I began placing kisses on his back while my hands moved up and down his chest and stomach, feeling his muscles through the thin fabric of his shirt. Our breaths were quickening again now but his hands were still pressed against the wall, so I ducked under his arm trapping myself between the wall and him, my hands rested on his stomach. I looked into his eyes noticing that they had become darker than they were before.

"Bella..." he closed his eyes, shaking his head from side to side. I refused to take this as a no, he needs to realise that he wants this as much as I do, that we can do this without it ending badly.

"Stop fighting me Edward" my voice was lower, pleading with him to give into me. I moved one of my hands to his neck and pulled his head down to mine, brushing my lips lightly to his. "Do you want me Edward?" I slid the hand that rested on his stomach, once again down to the now visible bulge in his trousers rubbing him though the material. He hissed and pressed his lips to mine harder causing me to moan against his mouth. His lips moved to my jaw, then kissed a trail up to my ear.

"Yes... You have no idea how much I want you" he whispered huskily against my ear, his icy breath sending my senses into overdrive.

I gripped his penis harder and stroked it, feeling it grow against my hand and making him growl from my touch. His lips collided with mine, he was kissing me harder than ever before and I loved it. I could feel the wetness in my panties, my clit burning and craving to be touched.

I broke the kiss, panting for breath, Edward's cold hands moved to my back and under my top, caressing my skin gently as he began to kiss my neck again. I gasped at the feeling of his cold hands against my hot skin.

"Then make love to me... I trust you..." I whimpered as I continued to rub his length with my small hand. His moans growing louder, I looked into his eyes and nothing but pure black stared back at me, but this did not scare me. He could kill me now if he wanted and I would die happy.

His hands on my back moved down to my butt, lifting me up and I wrapped my legs against his waist, pressing my sensitive area to his throbbing manhood, causing us to both moan at the sensation. I reached for the top button of his shirt and began unbuttoning it, moving my fingers over the hard muscles of his torso. Once his shirt was on the floor, I removed my top, glad that I wasn't wearing a bra tonight and leaned closer until my firm breast where attached to his chest, my nipples grew hard from the coldness of his body. I can't believe how good this feels.

"Bella..." his voice was a growl, causing me to thrust my hips harder against his. His hands went to my waist and pressed our bodies together more.

"Ohhh... that feels so good".

I continued to rub myself on him, his hardened penis caressing my clit through our clothes, creating blissful friction that was sending me closer to the edge. He kissed me with urgency, braiding his fingers through my hair with one hand and holding me to him with the other. Next thing I knew we were on his bed again, my back against the mattress with a very gorgeous Edward between my legs.

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